回复：【授权转载】Deffective Logic (病娇 Kaito x 读者）

我终于译完了，Chapter 15：Last request.... 这章是我花最长时间完成，原因是有 7 面的页数，另外是最虐的一章，真的是一字一泪写的，看一次哭一次。在更之前，我希望大家将自己融入读者（Master）这个角色，来面对大哥，毕竟作者大大这样的设定也是为了让读者们体验。虽然我的翻译可能没很好的诠释她的意思。 好了，我先去睡了。

* 改了还是有点奇怪……当然还有很多部分还没调整

啊啊抱歉，来迟了！现在更！
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Chapter 15: Last request....
Hugging yourself and breathing ever so gently, you quieted yourself down as you settled on the floors in a corner, right next to the bathroom door. Going back into any other room would be a little too obvious actually, and the second floors didn’t hold much option for you where hiding is concerned. Biting your lips and getting frustrated, the odd silence was basically mocking you. For all this time, all you could hear was Kaito’s voice, until he suddenly stopped talking… Could it be that he had finally left you alone?
Getting ready to move from your aching position, wanting to at least take a peak outside the halls, you immediately tensed at the gradual sound of light footsteps, sardonically approaching that very door until finally, it stopped… right in front of the door.
Obviously, a certain machine knew exactly where to find you, basically coming straight to your hiding place without any detours what‐so‐ever. His ability to easily locate you was overwhelming actually, overwhelming enough to scare you! And you knew that once he gets to you, he’ll hurt you for sure! Just like what he did to the others!


Chapter15：最后的请求……
你拥着自己，如此轻声地呼吸着，当你安置在地上的一个角落，浴室门的隔壁时，你让自己安静下来。实际上回到任何其他的房间都会有些过于显眼，而二楼对于你隐藏的地方来说，并没有多少选择。
你咬着你的嘴唇然后变得沮丧，基本上这古怪的寂静在嘲讽你。这段时间以来，你能听到的就是 Kaito 的声音，直到他突然停止说话…会不会是他终于离开你了？
正准备好你从疼痛的姿态移动一下，想要至少窥视一下大厅的外面时，你立刻被那轻巧的脚步声弄得紧张起来，直到最后其轻蔑地靠近那道门，停止了…直接在那道门的面前。
显然，一台机械当然能够确切知道在哪里找到你，基本上是在没有任何绕弯路的情形下，直接来到你的隐藏之处。他轻易找到你的能力实际上是压倒性的，足以带给你巨大的惊吓！而你知道一旦他捉到你，他会伤害你是肯定的！就像他对其他人做的一样！

You remained silent, despite your obvious panic, noting that Kaito was lingering right at that very door, as if mocking your futile attempt to hide away from him. You could only pray that he would go away, but you knew that’s never going to happen.
…..
“…You’re in here, aren’t you masuta?” he casually voiced, causing you to immediately freeze in place.
“You were being very loud while hiding. I’ve been beckoning for you to come to me for so long~ Please open the door, masuta. I won’t take long…”
He casually voiced sang, as if expecting you to give in and obey any time soon. The metallic sound of the cutlery idly scraping across the door didn’t help either, and certainly, you weren’t going to make a sound! As soon as you squinted your eyes shut, the door knob began to shake, twist and turn in his forceful attempt to get the door open.
“You really are a silly one, aren’t you, my masuta? Such wooden barriers will do no good for you”
Upon hearing such a thing, your heart began to beat at an alarming rate, shivers crossing the very skin of your back once you began to think upon such disquieting words. What the hell is this machine up to now?!
你保持沉默，尽管你的恐慌明显的很，知道 Kaito就在那道门的前面逗留久久不离去，似乎是在嘲讽你试图躲避他的徒劳。你唯有祈祷他会离开，可你知道那是永远都不会发生的。
…
“…你就在里面，Masuta 是吗？”他随口问道，使你当场僵在原地。
“你在躲藏的时候好大声哦。我一直在召唤你过来我这边好久了~ 请你开门，Masuta。我不会花很长时间的……”
他随意唱出声道，仿佛预料到你很快就会投降和服从似的。那把餐具漫不经心地在门上发出金属的拖刮声一点都没有帮助，然而肯定的是，你绝不会发出一点声音！就在你闭上眯起的双眼，那道门的把手开始摇晃，扭曲然后在他强迫性的尝试开门当下扭转过去。
“你真是相当傻的一个人，我的 Masuta，是吗？这样的木制障碍对你是没好处的。”
在听到这样的话后，你的心脏开始以惊人的速度跳动，当你开始思考这样令人不安的言词，一股寒冷爬上你后背的肌肤。这台机械现在特么在做什么？！

Uncomfortably shifting in the ‘all too suspicious’ silence, you immediately began to squeal at the sound of a loud ‘bang’ against the door‐ a few metallic pieces falling to the ground along with a loud ‘clangking’ sound, which frightened you to the very core.
It was quite obvious that Kaito had just broken off the door knob, using nothing but his brute strength! This was where you really began to panic, helplessly scurrying to your feet and retreating to the far side of the bathroom walls, wanting to keep as further away as you possible can from Kaito, despite your fruitless trial.
The door however, was gradually pushed wide upon, soon to reveal a very deranged Kaito automaton, red eyes glowing with nothing butinhumane intent
“Didn’t I tell you I’d find you, masuta? I believe you are being very irrational”
Upon the sight of him, you began to move back, pithily sobbing and cringing in the corner as you supported yourself against the tub, frantically backing into the walls once Kaito began to advance towards you, painstakingly taking his time to get to you. Clearly, he was taking pleasure in observing every palpable expressions on your face; fear, anguish‐displeasure! DIESPLEASURE FROM HIS MASTER!
不安地转入那片“实在太可疑”的寂静中，你当下立刻对那道门上突然 “碰” 的一声巨响尖叫起来— — 一些金属碎片随着一阵响亮的 “哐当” 声跌落在地，把你吓得惊恐至极。
很显然是 Kaito 刚刚弄坏了那道门的把手，用的不是什么而是他的蛮力！从这里开始你是真的惊慌失措，无助地拔腿疾走并退到浴室最远的墙边，欲将你和 Kaito 的距离尽可能地保持越远越好，尽管那是你毫无结果的尝试。
然而，那道门还是逐渐被推开了，很快就显现出一台非常疯狂的 Kaito 机体，发出亮光的赤眸中什么都没有，只有残忍的意图。
“我不是告诉你我会找到你的吗，Masuta？我认为你非常不理智。”
一看到他的时候，你开始往后退，可怜地抽泣着，畏缩在一个角落，你在浴缸上支撑着自己，慌乱的往后靠在墙上，Kaito 开始步向你的时候，是刻意花时间靠近你的。显然，他在享受着观察你脸上每一个显著的神情；恐惧，痛苦与不满！来自他 Master 的不满！
P/S：这个部分如果拍成动画还是电影一定很有那种气氛。

“… N‐no! Stop it, Kaito! Just stay away already!”
One step after the other, Kaito was getting closer and closer to you until finally, his tall, disheveled frame was towering over your pitiful form, seeming even more ominous at this point! He finally has you cornered like a rat, just how he wanted it. Just you and him and his messed up… feelings.
“Say, my masuta. You are quite poor at listening to me. I really dislike being ignored, especially by you. In fact, I actually dislike you for that”
Lowering himself towards you, Kaito’s form had seem to soften, only to immediately change upon eyeing your adamant behavior, painful memories flooding back as he gripped your neck, though is grasp was meant to be less menacing than how it actually felt against your fragile skin.
In his clouded state of mind, he had tightened his grip, watching you squirm and whimper, only to note your silence when the metallic object shun in your face, causing you to quiver and ‘misbehave’.
“……不 - 不要！停下来，Kaito！快走开啊！”
一步接一步，Kaito 越来越靠近你，直到最后，他高大，凌乱的体形高耸在你可怜的形态上，此刻看起来更加不详！他终于把你像只老鼠逼去角落，就如他所想要的样子。只有你和他，还有他混乱的……感情。
“说起来，我的 Masuta。你在聆听我说话方面真的相当差劲。我真的不喜欢被人无视，尤其是被你。说实话，我真的不喜欢你这点。”
Kaito 低下身面对你，他的外表似乎柔和起来，但是在注视着你固执的行为立刻转变，痛苦的记忆回潮的当下他握住你的脖子，虽然这个抓握的威胁，照理说应该比你脆弱的肌肤所感受到的少。
在他混肴不清的意识里，他已经收紧他的掌握，看着你痛苦地来回扭动与抽泣着，发现你唯有在那把金属物体在你的脸上闪耀时才安静下来，导致你的颤抖和“不当的行为”。

P/S：这张美腻了，却找不到作者的名字……

“Kai‐kaito… Please, I can’t breath‐“
“‐Now now, my masuta‐ don’t be like that. You truly are a delicate creature, aren’t you?” he began caressing your cheek with his free, cold fingers. “It won’t last‐I promise to make it quick before you should process any sort of pain. Wouldn’t you like that, my masuta?”
You couldn’t help but squint your eyes at the burning sensation of tears, what defenseless being you are. You knew you were in danger and youknew Kaito wanted to harm you!
“K‐Kaito please… You wouldn’t do this to your master” you tried to hold back a sob, still wanting to be seen as the dominant one here, but in consideration to the merciless red glow in kaito’s eyes, the dominant figure was long decided.
“But you did something unforgivable to me. That isn’t very fair, masuta. I deserve what I desire, and what I wanted, was yo‐”
You took the chance to slip away the very moment Kaito’s grip had loosened, frantically making a dash for the open door! It was your chance!
However, the very moment Kaito had picked up on this, he was quick enough to immediately get a hold on your neck, effortlessly moving at an inhumane speed before securely slamming you against the walls, earning a loud ‘oomph’ from your stature. You began to cough and wheeze as a result of the forceful impact, fortunately, there were no signs of possible fractures. Still, this only goes to show that Kaito held no such sympathy for you.
In fact, he wasn’t at all pleased by your recent decision, and it made him even more disgruntled. Certainly, you were no different than the other humans.
“Kai - Kaito……求求你，我不能呼吸—”
“— 哟呵，我的 Masuta — 别这样。你真是个脆弱的生物，不是吗？”他开始用他闲着，冰冷的手指抚摸你的脸颊。“不会太久的 — 我保证在你处理任何疼痛前快速进行的。你不喜欢那样吗，我的 Masuta？
你不禁为那灼热的眼泪眯起你的双眼，你根本就是个毫无防卫能力的人。你知道你处于险境之中，你也知道 Kaito 要伤害你！
“K - Kaito 求求你……你不会对你的 Master 这样做的。” 你尝试忍住发出抽泣声，仍然想要被视为支配人的那个，可是考虑到Kaito 眸中无情的红光，支配者的角色早就被决定了。
“可是你对我做了一些不可饶恕的事情。那不是很公平，Masuta。我有资格得到我所渴望的，而我想要的，是你——”
你在 Kaito 的掌握松动的那刻抓住机会溜掉，疯狂地朝那道开着的门那里冲！这是你的机会！
虽然如此，就在 Kaito 刚刚回神的那瞬间，他很快就握住你的脖子，毫不费力地以非人的速度把你稳妥地摔在墙壁上，你的身体发出一声 “Oomph” 的巨响。由于那压迫性的力度，你开始咳嗽和喘息着，所幸的是，没有骨折迹象的可能。不过，这只能表示 Kaito 对你是没有这种同情心的。
实际上，他对你刚才的决定不是高兴，而且更加让他恼火。当然，你和其他的人类没有什么不同。

He seemed as if he was deliberately making you feel guilty, but he had struck utter fear in you once he had narrowed those perfect eyes.
“‐… I will not be ignored by you, masuta. I want you to spend your final moments acknowledging me!”
He had further tightened the grip around your neck, the weapon being held steadily in his palms as he glared right at you. It was obvious that Kaito shared unbelievably similar emotions to that of any human, and because of those emotions, you are about to get killed!
“Masuta‐ I DESPISE YOU!”
Due to his sense of rationality being heavily clouded by the bug in his systems; Kaito had wanted nothing but to destroy you, and without any hesitation, he had instantly brought the blade up, ready to bring his own master to her very demise.
“K‐kaito!” you tried to voice, though you were practically shaking like a leafyour life now flashing before your eyes once you saw your reflection on the cold blade. You knew this was it; you had basically prepared yourself to enter the world of pain!
他似乎是在故意让你感到内疚，但是当他眯起那双完美的眸子时，已经发起十足的恐惧侵袭于你。
“…我不会被你无视的，Masuta。我要你花最后的时光来认可我！”
他进一步握紧你的脖子，就在他直直怒瞪着你的时候，那把武器被稳妥地握在他的掌心中。很显然，Kaito 难以置信的，拥有任何一个人类非常相似的情感，而因为那些情感，你即将被被杀死！
“MASUTA —— 我恨你！！”
由于他的理性被系统内的 bug 严重破坏；Kaito 已经为了毁掉你什么都不要了，毫不犹豫地，他快速将那把刀刃举起来，准备将他的Master 带入她的死亡。
“K - Kaito！”你尝试发出声音，虽然你现在几乎像片叶子般颤抖；当你看见自己的影像反射在那把冰冷的刀刃时，你的生命如今正飞快地闪过你的眼前。你知道就是这样了；你基本上已经准备好进入痛苦的世界！
*P/S：这里是高*潮，前方要注意了。

“MOST OF ALL, I DESPISE YOU BECAUSE‐“
By then, Kaito was about to bring the weapon down, finally getting caught in the moment of annihilating his ‘beloved’ master, only to be interrupted by a sequence of sudden runtime errors; at this moment, you were more than prepared for your upcoming death, only to gasp at the force of
“‐..!”
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‐ “CrAcK!!!!”
…What? …Instead of undergoing your very own demise, your heart had skipped to the ear staking sound of the metallic weapon breaking intothe walls‐ just mere inches away from your face. You’re not dead!!! ‐ Kaito…. he missed?!
Still in the state of shock, you were unable to produce even the slightest of sounds. You came so close to death, but, Kaito…
Finally returning to an unbelievable reality, you couldn’t help but stare at Kaito, your eyes gradually softening at the android’s distraughtdisposition. He didn’t seem angry anymore, in fact, he himself seemed to be caught in a slight reverie, only to be broken into nothing but pain.
“..I ….I ‘despise’ you, because I cannot ever end my own masuta, no matter how angry I am with you”


“最重要的是，我恨你因为——”
刹时，Kaito 正要将那把武器刺下，终于陷入消灭他 “心爱的” Master 的时候了，却被一系列突发运行的错误干扰；而此刻，你比较像是预备你即将面临的死亡，结果却为那个冲击力倒抽了口气 ——


“‐..!”
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- “呛啷！” （爆裂的巨响）
…什么？…你不但没有经历死亡，反而是那把金属武器刺入墙壁的声音使你的心脏跳到耳朵上面去（心跳到嗓子眼去的意思）—— 距离你的脸才差那么几寸。你没有死！！！-Kaito…… 他没刺中？！
依然处于震惊的状态，你连一点声音都无法发出来。你是如此接近死亡，可是Kaito……
终于回到了令人难以置信的事实，你不禁盯着 Kaito，你的双眼渐渐为那个安卓心神慌乱的神态柔和起来。他看起来不再愤怒了，实际上，他似乎受困于一个脆弱的遐想，陷入的不是什么而是痛苦。
“……我……我 ‘恨’ 你，因为我不能了结我自己的 Masuta，不管我有多生你的气。”

At this point, you were completely speechless… Kaito, he didn’t kill you. This psychopath of a machine didn’t kill you, however, he was sure a mess.
Of course, what you didn’t know was that Vocadroids can never truly hurt their own master, no matter what. It is, by nature, against their encoding, including even Kaito’s. He may have the extreme will power to destroy even those of his very kind, but Kaito could never bring himself to actually kill his own master at all, especially since he still holds some form of affection towards you. Seeing that it is so; then it simply means that Kaito actually held genuine love for you after all.
Finally letting go of the broken knife, Kaito had actually went unto his knees, still lost in utter despair and confusion, now clouded in nothing but errors. “It is me. It is always me, isn’t it masuta? I’m the problem… No matter what I do or where I go, I’ll never be accepted. Am I really hated that easily? I do my best in performing all tasks correctly… but..”
You wanted to say something to the poor machine to ease his pain. His frustration was so thick even you could feel it, but after the trauma of almost being killed, your lips were still heavy.
Kaito had continued to kneel before you, as if it was his way of physically gesturing an apology to you.
“I do not understand… I … I am Kaito Shion. I am not Hastune Miku. I am not the Kagamines and neither am I a Gakupoid. I am Kaito. Like the others, aren’t I to be adored as well, masuta?”
He was still crying, but no tears. Of all the things these robots can do, producing tears is not one of them.
此刻，你是完全无话可说了……Kaito，他没有杀你。这台精神错乱的机械没有杀你，虽然如此，他的混乱是肯定的。
当然，你不知道的是 Vocadroids 永远不可能真的去伤害他们的 Master，不管发生什么事。本质上，这是在，违反他们的编码，连Kaito 的都包括在内。他或许拥有极端的意志去摧毁他的同类，但是 Kaito 绝不会真的去杀他的 Master，尤其是他对你还有一些依恋之情。以这方面来看，那么这就代表 Kaito 其实对你的感情终究是真爱啊。
Kaito 终于放下那把断刀，实际上他是跪下来的，仍然迷失在极度的绝望与混乱中，如今被蒙上了一堆错误。
“是我。一直以来都是我，是吗 Masuta？我才是有问题的那个……不管我做什么，还是我去到哪里，我永远都不会被接受。难道我真的那么容易被讨厌吗？我尽全力去正确地完成所有的任务……可是……”
你想要对那台可怜的机械说些什么来减轻他的痛苦。他的沮丧是多么地浓厚，连你都可以感觉到，可是在差点被杀的痛苦经历之后，你的双唇仍然是沉重的。
Kaito 继续在你面前跪着，就像是形式上他向你道歉的方式。
“我不明白……我……我是始音 Kaito。我不是初音未来。我不是镜音双子，我也不是 Gakupoid。我是 Kaito。像其他人一样，难道我不也应该被爱吗，Masuta？”
他依然在哭泣，可是没有眼泪。在这些机械人可以做的一切，产生眼泪不是其中之一。

“I am truly unhappy, masuta. Like any human, I am hurting. I have finally realized that I can never have what I want, and I wanted to be happy. If only you understand how I felt the very day you chose me… and me alone. I wanted nothing but to serve only you… To be loved, by only you”
“K‐kaito”
“‐ yes, masuta?” obviously, Kaito was back to his old self again, attentively responding to you like always, despite whatever he was feeling. He had truly suffered enough.
“I’m terrible, aren’t I? This is all my fault. I’ve been so unfair with you that I do it out of nature, I didn’t mean to hurt you like this at all. As your master, I’m going to be honest; I’d love to keep you, but… I can’t. I can’t keep you here, Kaito. Whether you believe me or not, I love you just as much as I had loved the other vocaloids, but seeing you in such a rabid state‐ I’m afraid to have you around! You understand, right? I’m‐ I’m really sorry…”
Kaito was beyond disappointed to hear that. He feared those vry words, yet at the same time, he expected them from you.
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“H‐hai, masuta. That I see is logical..‐”
“‐…however…”
“我真的好不开心，Masuta。像任何人类一样，我受伤了。我终于知道我永远都不会得到我想要的，而我想要幸福。如果你能够明白那天你选择我……只有我一个的感受。我什么都不要，只是想服侍你一个……然后被你一个，爱着。”
“K - Kaito。”
“是，Masuta？” 显然，Kaito 再次恢复到旧时的自己，像往常一样用心地回应你，不管他感受到什么。他真的是受够苦了。
“我很糟糕，是不是？这全是我的错。我对你曾经是多么的不公平，我没想过这样出于自然伤害你。身为你的 Master，我必须坦白；我很想保留你，可是……我不能。我不能保留你在这，Kaito。不管你相不相信我，我对你的爱与其他的 Vocaloid 是一样的，但是看到你这样疯狂的情况—— 我很害怕你待在我身边！你明白的，对吗？我—— 我真的很抱歉……”
Kaito 在听到那些话感到极度失望。他很害怕那些言词，但是同时，他预料到你会说这些话。
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“嗨 - 嗨，Masuta。那点是合乎逻辑……”
“……虽然如此……”
*注意：前方高虐，大家准备好！！

现在我暂时更到这里，让我休息一下。大家认为 Kaito 接下来会做什么？

这张图是从 YouTube，Tuun Ale 调教 Kaito 的翻唱曲 Lost Destination 截下来的，图由 meh 制作。不错，好听。

Kaito had once again raised the half broken knife, and once again, your heart began to beat faster. What was Kaito doing now?! Wasn’t heover this?
You began to shut your eyes tight, not wanting to know what he might do next, but instead of pulling bracing yourself for any impact, you had jumped at the sound of heavy metal being punctured by something sharp‐ wait.. what?
Opening your eyes, you gasped at the sight of Kaito, and the knife lodged at the side of his head, causing one of his eye to malfunction and dullen.
“K‐kaito?” you whimpered, he had just basically stabbed himself in the head with the broken weapon, what puzzled you more, he was smiling?
“…If I cannot have you to myself, masuta… Then I no longer wish to remain functional anymore…”
For some reason, your eyes began to burn at the salty tears that had formulated in your eyes… Kaito was basically taking himself a part…. for you…
“M‐masuta?” he called out, but this time, his voice was a lot more faint that usual.
“I am the one who had been hurting you all this time, haven’t I? …I truly am selfish, (y/n, mast‐“ and without actually finishing, you could hear the whirring inside Kaito’s body coming to a complete stop, his other eye dullened, soon to be curtained by lifeless, damp blue hair as it’s body fell limp to the ground.
“K‐kaito?” you called out, but this time, there was no response. A dark red substance began oozing from his damaged cranium; the sounds of short circuiting wires had permeates the interiors of the android’s head… Kaito’s gone… isn’t he?
By this very moment, you wish you could have done something to maybe change kaito’s fate, but it was already too late. The automaton had sacrificed his desires to meet his master’s request, overcoming the grudge he held ever so dearly against you. Finally putting an end to his very own suffering by simply…
…uninstalling himself.
Kaito 再次举起那把断刀，又一次，你的心脏开始跳得更快。Kaito 在做什么？他对这事不是结束了吗？
你开始闭上你的双眼，不想要知道他下一步会做什么，结果却不是你因任何冲击力的牵引而抱着自己，你反而因金属被什么锋利的东西穿过的声音吓得跳了起来——等一下……什么？
你睁开你的双眼，看见 Kaito 的时候倒抽了口气，那把刀插在他一边的头部，导致他其中一只眼睛故障，暗沉了下来。
“K - Kaito？”你呜咽道，他基本上是将那把断裂的武器捅入了自己的头部，让你感到费解的，他在笑？
“……如果我不能拥有你，Masuta……那么，我不再希望操作了……”
出于某种原因，你的双眼开始因为眼泪的形成发烫……Kaito 基本上是他自己……代替你做了……
“M – Masuta？”他唤道，只是这次，他的声音显得比平时微弱。
“一直以来我才是伤害你的人，不是吗？……我真的好自私，（你的名字），Mast——”还未真正说完，接着你可以听到 Kaito 体内的跳动声完全停止，他另一只眼睛黯然失色，很快就被毫无生气，潮湿的蓝发遮盖，随着他的身体瘫倒在地。
“K - Kaito？”你唤道，但是这次，没有回应。暗红色的物体开始从他受损的颅骨渗出；电线短路的声音在这个安卓的头部内弥漫……Kaito 已经走了……是吗？
此时此刻，你希望你可以做一些事情来改变 Kaito 的命运，可是太迟了。那台机械已经牺牲自己的欲望，来满足他Master 的请求，克服了他对你抱有那么深切的怨恨。最后结束他自身的痛苦，仅仅通过……
Uninstall 自己。




一路走好，Kaito……

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这个master有点渣啊……