Midnights本来写的就是她的13个不眠夜,不眠的夜晚本来就思绪纷乱复杂一会儿一个想法水,有些人就只会抓着薰衣草的I just wanna stay in the lavender haze/No deal the 1950 shits they want from me. 午夜雨的He wanted a bride I was making my own name chasing the fame.来说现在选择婚姻的她和午夜的她完全不同。可是同样是午夜里的You're losing me里也唱了 And I wouldn't marry me either, a pathelogical people pleaser.这里明显感觉到她还是有些向往婚姻的,只不过和前任最后的病态苍白被pua的关系让她在这首歌写作的时候觉的自己的性格问题让自己没办法结婚了。