Her outgoing tomboy had become withdrawn. Her straight-A student had begun cutting class. Her Peter Pan wasn't so confident anymore. That's what happens when a girl is preyed upon. Mom had to know that something was up, but she didn't ask me what, and she didn't intervene.

知道了七分，可能只能拿到五分，所以要知道了七分努力拿到九分。

减少一点对连接的渴望

有点丑陋的山，因为掉了叶子变得斑驳，真实的万象。

一直在学习面对自己因为他人的一举一动产生的躁动不安。

和诚子有了两个共同目标
1.当主播
2.做播客
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

然而亲爱的，生命很长，你必须度过这段时光。

感冒的配药很神奇，无论是在药店的货架上挑选还是外卖，一直都是同一种搭配。

整个人都好难受，不知道是生病的难受还是环境太差的难受，很想回到床上从早睡到晚。

I know she couldn't save me; she'd never saved me before.

头痛，睡不好觉，和噪音制造者沟通无效，早已妥协。想用耳机听雨声，但神经好像已经敏感到会把白噪音放大成噪音的程度，于是起床，下来继续看书。好累，阿姨在群里问我不想回去考驾照是因为想在学校考吗，问的是废话吗，不想回答，好累，头好痛。投了几个实习，希望大四下学期可以出去，雅思准备报名二月份的，我有点想外婆。

今天抽的神谕卡说compassion，要我同情，原谅，我现在想哭。