“朴灿烈，你知道吗，我曾经，给过你闭上眼睛捂住耳朵的信任”

触摸不到的你，无法拥在臂弯里

我望眼欲穿，看我看不到的你，我侧耳倾听，听我听不到的你

轻轻吻着你的X叫Kiss
紧紧拥抱你的O叫Hug　

从饭了茶蛋以来，就很喜欢灿白这对西皮，前几天，首页贤骑和灿骑掐起来了，觉得好无力啊，就打算干脆狠下心以后再也不饭西皮了，可是怎么说呢，饭了两年的西皮怎么能说不饭就不饭，在我不饭西皮那段时间，首页也转来了灿白的消息，我尽力克制住自己不去看，不去转发，可是昨天，我发现我还是放不下，我知道他们是直男，可是我就是喜欢他们站在一起给我的那种感觉，放不下啊，还是继续饭西皮了。

放水楼好像也不太合适？现在大家都因为被翻牌子了特别开心呢就放这里好了。

贴被顶上来了，就倒序顺着看了下，然后。。。心里好堵啊。。。特别堵。。。

问我为什么活着，那你怎么不去死?你这种人都可以活着，我为什么不行?明明自己又没好到哪去，哪来的资格让你这么说我?

果真是亲情淡漠呵

前段时间把微博卸了，今天又重新下了进去，搜了鹿晗关键词，然后就又看到了机场打人事件，还有一些“名人”瞎起哄，又不知道怎么解释，你解释吧人又说你洗白，各种难听的话，死活把脑残这词往你头上套，真是

no zuo no die 为什么我要自己剪头发

The feeling of upset, who cares, only to bear with it
I can stand it no more, just close my eyes
mama can u tell me why people no longer stay the same
does those said to be beautiful days really exist

It has been long forgotten to love her by heart
and it has been long forgotten to tolerate her by heart
Is the life on one's own should go on pretendly
invisible masks with many expressions behind you
but they all finally turn to the same
is it alright?
will we no longer looks into each other's eyes
will you no longer talk to me
will you no longer say you love me
Even though we get hurt and tears stream down like rain fall
It is change could answer and reach
tell me mama mama

It has been forgotten that when we were locked in wisedom
my world was filled with the operations of 0 or 1
with no live, no affections everyday with no reason
As time goes on it's getting lonely only myself to be hurt
As we meet, hold your hands, feel tears and smile
the frequency is getting closer
we feel it with joy
will it come

Turnback
Finally I screaming, running, warming back only to keep this world away from getting cold
please help me mama mama turn back
tell me mama mama rolling back
the devil chases, the game should not be played like this