As I known, "Banana" is abusive for our Chinese who is in abroad, isn't it?

do you plan to go back ?

很丢脸 :(
可能是去的早了？ 我朋友都是讲英文的。 至少我还可以读/说/写。

Hmm, I guess if a white person called me that I would be a bit offended. But it's generally considered okay in Chinese circles.

Probably not? It's hard to say. I'm going to do my PhD and see how it goes after that.

OK, thank you for your reply.
According to your remarks, I know the importance of practising language, otherwise, a guy could do not well in using this language, even mother tongue.
I wish you have a wanderful day today. You could do some entertainments, that should make you feel better,bro!

We could not jump out and back as possible as we wish! what a bitter life!

Aww. That's not true. Here, we practice a "do what you want to do" approach to life. If you think your life is bitter, then it'll probably become bitter :) think positive!

That is totally acceptable, so you should not say "I could not speak Chinese", you just lack the opportunity to use our mother tongue.

Wow, I think I meet a philosophist, what you said impress me deeply, thank you!

Haha! Thanks for understanding. It's really hard to find the opportunity to speak Chinese (at least for me). My stepdad is white, so we speak English all the time, even at home.
So it's really not my fault!! :)

Hahahaha. It's really no problem. I think the "Canadian" way of looking at things makes it much easier. Your mindset really does change things.

Definitely!
So I think your English is smoothing as a English native speaker,correct?
Otherwise, What will you need to strengthen?