虽然不知道她怎么知道的，不过也是件好事。
然后有一天，露露和她来到我们办公室，然后说，看那，那就是我的电脑和桌子。
我想，这有什么好看的。然后小马就说，啊，你们好啊，有空欢迎到一楼去看看。
等她走了。我就问露露怎么回事。她说，小马跟我说自己的电脑是最新的，多么多么好……布拉布拉。然后做了个咧嘴吐舌头的动作。
呃……不是吧……我真……
虽然不知道小马多大，但也太2了

然后以后又碰到小马很多次，有天聊天问她圣诞节出去玩么。她说是啊，去找她男朋友。
好吧，又是男朋友……
你男朋友在哪呢？在泰国。
泰国？干神马呢？装集装箱。
好吧……我不问了……

想想周一就可以见到我的小艾了，嗯……，不错，睡个好觉！

Dear E,
I am very thankful that I am so lucky to have you such ideal friend. Because of you I have a nice three-month-time here.
I remember every drops and dots: Ringderwurst in Auszeit, Italian Pizza, beer and fried onion bacon
your friends: Jule, Julia, Christoph, Tobby...
your Birthday party, fried dates bacon
Subway and your smart cats
Church and Organ
O2 and Language class things
PPT training and the other workshops
of course, the mice killing and staining
Weinachtsmarkt, Heisse Schokolade,
Greece food, new funny games
Taekwondo class and party and the beautiful love song
To sum up, you are the most perfect girl I have met, intelligent, kind-hearted, pretty, active, brave, logical, optimistic....
Anyway, I am grateful to share all the feelings with you, no matter happiness, passion or sadness, angry....
Last but most important, I wish you a Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!
Yours W

"Love is All Around"
I feel it in my fingers
I feel it in my toes
Love is all around me
And so the feeling grows
It is written on the wind
Thats everywhere I go
So if you really love me
Come on and let it show
You know I love you
I always will
My mind's maid up
By the way that I feel
There's no beginning
There be no end
Cause on my love
You can depend
I see your face before me
As I lay on my bed
I kind a get to thinking
Of all the things we said
You gave your promise to me
And I gave mine to you
I need someone beside me
In everything I do
You know I love you
I always will
My mind's maid up
By the way that I feel
There's no beginning
There be no end
Cause on my love
You can depend
It is written on the wind
Thats everywhere I go
So if you really love me
Come on and let it show
Come on and let it show

好久没有写了，我想以后可能时间也会少很多。
"Love is All Around"是在跆拳道班上，小艾弹着吉他唱的，特别好听，特别沉醉。听着她的歌，看着她坚挺的鼻梁，可爱的嘴唇，我们坐的那么近，真想去吻她。屋子里还有好多人，我一次次压抑了自己的冲动，更不敢去看她的眼睛，怕她看出了我的想法。


我不知道自己还能忍多久。但是不忍还能怎么样？

可以说我是没有勇气面对表白后的事。

表示没看懂……

首先，我不知道她是否对我有感觉。还是只是好朋友的感觉？她只对我说过“I like you, I like working with you.”这么中性的话。

可是你在跟我解释那首歌里词时，仅仅是一首歌么？
“I feel it in my fingers
I feel it in my toes
Love is all around me
And so the feeling grows You know I love you
I always will There's no beginning
There be no end
Cause on my love
You can depend” 每当听到这句时，“So if you really love me
Come on and let it show！”我真想知道你是否是在鼓励我说出来么？

如果你是直，或者对我没有意思。纯粹是好朋友的话。也许我就死了心，是比较痛快的方法。不用像现在这么纠结。
可是那样的我们是不是就再也回不了从前？我是不是就永远失去了你？连朋友也做不成，见面都会尴尬？我们还能怎么相处下去？

如果你是拉拉，也同样喜欢我的话。我们这几年肯定是非常幸福的。可是以后呢？
你的家庭可能没什么问题，我不知道我该对我妈妈那里怎么交代。

今年夏天妈妈在和我闲聊的时候，提起过我们那里有很多TXL在天桥聚会，还被报纸曝光。
我平淡的说哦，很正常，北京有很多，坐地铁经常遇到。突然她就问我你不会是TXL吧？你是不是啊？
看到妈妈紧张的样子，我吓着了，就说不是啊，我只说TXL很正常啊，自古以来就有啊，动物界也有很多例子啊。而且我会结婚的，我喜欢小孩。