突然想到这几年 自己追求的东西,人,和事情 through these years, i play games i studied, worked, fell in love and been broken up i talked, i cried, i laughed, i've been in anger and i've been in sad... all those kind of things, all flash together, like a film of my early life... and now, i'm writing this thing, ya, i suspect i could only call this a thing... not too formal like essay, not a journal, nor tips or diaries none of the type of format could discribe this thing... it's just a thing... i thought, it was only a mixture of life bitter and grains...