It is really difficult to the point of impossibility for me,a man over the age of 40,to imagine a couple of hours in which I could keep my concentration on English study without being interupted by the emotional turbulance provoked by the bad memories and the frustration incurred by all my lost during the past quarter century.I do need to figure out a effective way to get rid off all these nagative feelings for good.

you for改成you can的从句更顺，你这个一看就蹩脚，太书面了

It is universally acknowledged that narrowing your social intercourse may work against you .Once you lose a friend you eliminate a possibility.But for me,it is another story.More spare time coming along with simplized interpersonal relationship leads me to the way making something unreachable a reality .

写的挺好啊，就是说。。标点符号后面能不能打一个空格

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What about today?I don't know what to say.hesitate,vacillate,totally in a chaos and turmoil.

To give the devil it's due,nightmare does provide me with something grateful,after being awoke,finding that all of the sufferings,sorrow,anger even resentment are all in my head,which really makes me released.

楼主英文不错啊，语法扎实，词汇量高

不过句子其实可以尝试写简单一点，不需要把句子结构弄得那么复杂。有前置定语有后置定语再套从句的，虽然说语法上确实没错，但一般不会这样子写句子

I do know that formal language is not strictly necessary,as well as in Chinese,actually,by structuring complex and lengthy sentences,I am practicing the grammar using,enlarging my vocabulary,meanwhile,grieving over the loss of something beautiful more than useful.