in the spring becomes the rose

Maybe this romance with you put some weight into my life .

I always fear...

I want a simple life .

The house is empty ,Is the loneliness an emptiness ?

So far ,explains it means the emptiness is without form ,but the form is also the emptiness ,The emptinesss is not empty ,actually it is full ,It is full.It is the beginning of everything .

I think the loneliness in this country is something very soild ,evry heavy ,It is touchable and reachable ,easily.

The loneliness comes to me in certain hours everyday ,like a visitor ,Like a friend you never expected ,a friend you never really want be with ,but he always visit you and love you somehow ,When the sun leaves the sky ,when the enormous darkness swallow the last red strip in the horizon ,from that moment ,I can see the shape of the loneliness in front of me , then surround my body ,my night ,my dream.

你还是这样觉得啊，我在输入标题的时候就这样觉得了。
考虑了好久才想到要发什么。

I don't see the emptiness is the beginning of every .It only means loneliness to me ,I don't have a family here ,and I don't have a house or a job here ,and I don't have anything familiar here ,and I only can speak low English here ,Empet.

Something missing .something lost in my life ,something which used to fulfill in my China life

I feel painful

I even can see your death ,The shape of your death .

Yes ,maybe you are right ,Words maybe not really the first thing in life ,Words are dry and distant towards the enotional world .