我一直，一直都没有忘记你们。
你们是我最好的朋友。
也许很久很久以后，我会犹豫着在那个“最好的朋友”前，加一个“13岁以前的”。
但真的真的很爱你们。觉得你们做了什么都能原谅了。
不和你们联系，不代表我已经遗忘。不和你们敞开心扉，不代表我真的不想告诉你们所有。也许我的形象真的如人所说这么虚伪。
但是我始终觉得。你们应该相信我的。尽管被人说刻薄啦，过分谦虚啦。那是因为成功真的不期而至。我也始料未及。
自始至终，我都是很真诚的。
（怎么说着说着变得很假了= =）。
总之，星妤你们要相信我啊。

从今天开始。到2011.6.31.
我都不能碰电脑了。杯具吧。
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金在中我爱你。




                    【当祈祷变得苍白无力，希望便如同夏鸟一般飞逝】

【Father   
Dear father    
you've done me a great wrong.
You've marry me to a boy who is too young.】
多少个美丽的日子都在成长的过程中渐渐消逝。
那些无法说出口的羁绊、无奈、辛苦、曲折终究没有被人听见。
这些。无法说出口的喜欢、泪水、依恋、珍爱能持续多久，又有谁会面对他们露出一如当年的眼神。
墨色的眼睛，太息一般的眼光。
这持续了三年的眷恋，我知道现在改放下。可是心中总是有打不开的郁结。亲爱的、亲爱的J。
恐怕也是像战争一样的爱情。

听【SCHOOL】竟然哭了。。
恩。
【母校啊母校，我不相信：一切真的已经过去，永不复返！！！】这句话听到的那一个瞬间，我的眼泪马上掉下来了。
毕竟是三年，最美好的时光。
就算没有好好珍惜好好利用，还是会眷恋。怀念。
YY.GG,LY,ZR,CY,XY,YZ,ZH,鬼鬼,班长，各种怀念你们。。

天涯何处无芳草、唯此处风景独好。
愿与君笑傲天下、看苍生百态、地老天荒、

我亲爱的安德烈。
你说 我是不是真的有这么糟糕？糟糕的开始？糟糕的结局？
Andrej Pejic.你一如三年前金在中秒杀我一样把我秒杀了。
喜欢你说话的样子 你的身高 你温柔的声音 你惊人的美丽 。
我发誓我一定会学好英语 我一定会考美国的很有名 很好的学校。我要成为你的骄傲。
我想见你。





这次 用手机发帖 已经是深夜 我无法入睡 想念金在中 五个人的东方神起 我曾经很伤心 想干脆完全忘了你们算了 但是 你们贯穿了我整个青春啊 你知道我多为你们骄傲?金在中的守护你非常好听 你若安好 便是晴天

一切不过是听说，但一切都来得太感伤。
听说从20岁开始戴软性隐形眼睛，10年后，人的视力将直接衰退至60岁的水平，脆弱的眼角膜让眼睛再也经受不起任何一点微创和手术。
听说烤瓷牙的寿命仅有10年，10年后面临着新的一轮换牙手术，而且一生只有两次更换的机会，硬的东西吃不得，保养不当要不得。
听说，今年是郑允浩和金在中20岁后的第6年，是他们相识的第10年，但，也是他们相见不能见的第二年。
4年后，曾经说着“我的腿就是你的腿，我的手就是你的手”的郑允浩会不会成为金在中的眼睛？
40岁时，做得一手好料理心细又贴心的金在中会不会重新照顾起郑允浩的饮食？
太多未知太多伤感，太多过去太少现在。
如若时光荏苒，郑允浩和金在中依然没有彼此在身边，那么，从现在起，金在中，不要再戴美瞳了，因为那个说着一切承诺的人现在不在；郑允浩，好好爱惜牙齿，因为那个小媳妇一样的人现在不在。
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很喜欢这段话。

【原文】
He’s the most popular male model in the world, but he makes his money wearing women’s clothing.
With porcelain skin, a luscious pout and delicate bone structure, Andrej Pejic, a 19-year-old from Bosnia-Herzegovina, is perhaps the sexiest lady you’ve ever laid eyes on.
“I’ve always liked feminine things since I was a child,” he said. “Toys, Barbies.”
Modeling is one of the few industries where women make three times more money than men, and Pejic now commands women’s fees for his work. His face has graced the covers of numerous high-fashion magazines around the world, more than any other male model, and now he has offers pouring in for acting roles, a reality show — even his own nail polish line.
The newcomer was swarmed by international press after walking this week at New York’s Fashion Week.
“He’s rare. No one looks like him,” said photographer Chris Benz. “I mean no one. None of the boys look like him. None of the girls look like him. It’s just him. It’s Andrej.”
Pejic wears a women’s size 2 or 4 — with no alterations. He says his sexiest feature is his hips and the toughest part of modeling in women’s clothing is squeezing into size 11 high-heeled shoes, which add inches to his already 6-foot-2 frame.
People instantly recognize that his beauty is genderless. Much like artist Andy Warhol’s trans-sexual muse “Candy Darling,” Pejic is taking androgyny mainstream.
The difference is that he is still biologically a man. Pejic said he does not take hormones to alter his appearance, and he has never had to shave his face.
“I prayed to God and it worked,” he said.
While he does consider himself to fall under the transgender umbrella, Pejic said he has no plans to undergo any surgeries.
“I feel comfortable the way I am,” he said. “I don’t feel the need to alter my body significantly.”
Happy in his own skin, Pejic readily admits that his look doesn’t just blur the line between male and female, it seems to erase it. The runway is now dominated by flat-chested, rail-thin giants like him.
When asked if he saw himself as a man or a woman, Pejic responded, “I see myself,” adding that he doesn’t see gender.
“Women are sexier than men,” he said. “With every species, there is always a gender that is more extravagant, and in humans that is women. … There is hair, there is skin, there is just more to show the beauty.”
Pejic and his family moved to Australia when he was 8 after his parents divorced, escaping ethnic-war-ravaged Yugoslavia.
I grew up in a refugee camp in Serbia,” he said. “My mum was Serbian and my dad was Croatian.”
He said he was 3 or 4 years old when he first put on women’s clothing and, even away from the cameras, Pejic said he is more comfortable wearing female fashions over menswear.
“Like any other kid, except for cowboy outfits, it was something else,” Pejic said.
All he saw was “a child,” he said, not a gender. A modeling agency discovered Pejic while he was working at a McDonald’s. They knew he wasn’t the classic alpha male, and Pejic soon crossed over into women’s wear.
Fashion designer Jean Paul Gautier put him in a wedding gown for showing his 2011 spring collection. Gender confusion is precisely what Pejic’s “It Girl” status depends on.
“Now, I tend to use the women’s room because it’s a lot less complicated,” he said. “When I try to use the men’s room it’s like, ‘Please leave,’ when I want to go to the toilet. I don’t want to go through the whole process.”
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More friendly than flirtatious, Pejic said he’ll chat with both men and women while out in public, but remained coy about his sexual identity and his romantic life.
“For me, love has no boundaries,” he said.


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