“你总是用最为困难、最为痛苦的方式行事，你培养了一种殉道者的情结，蹒跚着向一个又一个人伸出你流血的手腕，让他们看你如何伤害自己。你沉默地藏在阴影中，满心却只想尖叫，'看看我吧！'。你太过骄傲，以至于不愿付出努力去赢得人们的心。你希望人们在半明半暗的地方注意到你，指着你大喊一声:‘看啊!那就是伟大的佩图拉博!你看他是那样无怨无悔地劳作!”
Always you do things the most difficult way, and in the most painful manner. You cultivate a martyr's complex, lurching from man to man, holding out your bleeding wrists so they might see how you hurt yourself. You brood in the shadows when all you want to do is scream, 'Look at me!' You are too arrogant to win people over through effort. You expect people to notice you there in the half-darkness, and point and shout out, 'There! There is the great Perturabo! See how he labours without complaint!'
太难整了。
极度别扭，而且自以为自己努力了，实际谁都不待见他，就算叛乱了，荷鲁斯也直言痞老板不如多恩，诸如“多恩是最优秀的军事家”，“多恩来我这皇宫早攻下了”，也就痞老板跑路早，要不然在sot还不知道怎么丢人呢
