I have lost my feeling of you,my love. I know I should not have ignored you, but I made a wrong choice. I feel sorry for my stupid behavior . Once everything around me seemed so great that I thought little of your existence. However,the joyful time was short and sooner all were away from me, so were you. What was worse, I found that I could do nothing well without you . Sad,anxious,fidgety,I do not know how to describe my state of mind at that time.