Was already gone.......

B:Drop it! Put the gun down!
I: What are you waiting for
B:I want to explain
I :Explain what
B:I want to explain that i know what u r feeling
I: you have no idea what im feeling.
B: I watched my daughter Alex die in front of me .and it was my fault . i had a chance to save her, But i chose the island... over her .all in the name of jacob , i sacrificed everything for him.... And he didnt even care. yeah i stabbed him .I was ..so angery..confused. I was terrified that i was about to lose the only thing that had ever mattered to me..my power. But the thing that really mattered......was already gone....I am sorry that i killed Jacob.i am . And i do not expect you to forgive me because...i can never forgive myself......
I : And what do u want
B: Just ...Let me leave.
I : Where will u go
B : To locke.
I :why
B: Because he is the only one that will have me .
I : I will have you .