Henry, I won't pretend to know how you feel because I haven't experienced the hardships you have, but please understand that MANY of us love you! There are those that are ignorant and strive for nothing positive, but we will always support you.
I've always admired your bravery for going to a country so far away from where you've grown up, in a land where the language and customs are different from what you're used to, just for the sake of pursuing your dreams. So please, keep walking forward, and we will always be with you, every step of the way.
加油!