Don't think so much ,many people love you ,try your best to dou some thinks that you like, we all like you , miss you , understand you , we know you feel sad, but you should always remeber you are the best , because of you many people become love sj , love your songs and so on ,although some people don't like you ,they may hate you , what's more , there always have people who like you very much , all , we love you , as a happy boy , don't sad ,like a bird fly in you word...