Henry,
You are brave to be so honest! That's you, and don't change.
Understand how you may be feeling now. But think about it in a different way.
It's a crazy place out there, and there are crazy people. Can't you see their twisted faces when they scream against you?! You should see how funny they look ... But you are a hero on that stage, a warrior. Simply being on those stages, it's a triumph, because you won. Even though you didn't start this war and you were put on the spot, once there, you dominate !!! They follow your lead ! You act, and they react.
When you look back, it won't be long, you may even miss these days, because the boo-s are a way of motivation. You are the youngest of the group. Look at what you have, and what more you can have. There is no doubt you have the best future ... it's just a matter of time!
Don't waste your precious time, your youth, and your life. Build on it. Enjoy it. After all the smokes, you have yourself and the people you love.