Dear Henry,
After reading your post, I can't help writing these words and hope to make you comfort.
In fact, it is definitely NOT YOUR FAULT! So please don't ask "What more do you want from me?" any more. We all understand how much you've sacrificed to pursue your dream, how hard you've been working and performing to win the approbation, how much you've been bearing ever since your first appearance on the stage and how sad you're when you're still hearing reject voices even in your home country. We have the same feelings has you do during this round of Super Show. And you've already done too much to we fans!
To those people who hurt you, you'll never understand why they can hurt the people grow with the same root as them, just like they will never understand what respect and conscience are! There is no reason no logic for them. Look, will you ask why when a crazy dog bites you? So it's no need to feel upset facing them, and again please don't ask "What more do you want from me?" any more for them because they don't deserve your care! Honestly I really feel shame for those screaming anti fans to be Chinese... But please don't be disappointed to Chinese fans because of them, since there are even more people support you in China! The Strings are accumulating, and more and more E.L.Fs begin to like you. We've all seen your telants and efforts. Please don't be affected by those crazy anti people.
On the other hand, nobody in the world can fit everyone's appetite, especially in the entertainment industry. Wherever there is a star, there are rejections. The reality is full of disparity and is cruel. So please keep in mind--if you can't change it so far, try to accept it. Never let the accumulating sadness load on your shoulder to change you, to prevent you to fly. We love you because of your talents, your music, your efforts, your brave heart, and because -- you're Lau Xianhua! Do you know how many fans' hearts are broken when you said "I'm almost all out of breathe"? Please think of your fans, the people who love you and support you whenever you feel sad and hurt. We'll always be your wings to protect and support you, and we believe you'll not be defeated and will fly even higher! Since you are born to the stage, you're deserved to shine on it and you're our super star in our heart!
If you ask "What more do you want from me?" again, we'll answer we want to see a strong Henry, we want to see your wonderful performance, we want to see your success, we want to see you happy everyday! You're our pride forever!
-- By Dongdong