hi,Henry,
Be strong! When Heaven is about to place a great responsibility on a great man, it always first frustrates his spirit and will, exhausts his muscles and bones, exposes him to starvation and poverty, harasses him by troubles and setbacks so as to stimulate his spirit, toughen his nature and enhance his abilities",so it is not your fault, it is the ordeal prior to god's grant for being a super star. In addition to that, it is not the fact that you are not welcome in China as more and more fans have already accepted you and joined in the lovely Qinxian group, so you should also have confident in yourself as more and more people favor you.
I can read how you feel through your words, it really sucks ones’ efforts are not accepted by people, but I think you are wrong. The behavior of few fans can’t represent all’s thoughts, in fact we really feel shame about the girls saying the un-harmonious words and their rudeness, however, it is not because they don’t like you, it can only state that they are not mature. They are also being strongly blamed by other fans (most are non-Qinxian) for their behaviors and not respecting people.
Sometimes you should give more understanding to those little fans although you already have showed much, what is more, you should also give yourself more confidence as you are not being hated at all and getting accepted by more and more fans, please don’t doubt this as it is golden truth. Don’t get mad of few fans’ behaviors but think more of your lovely fans. Don’t care too much about few people’s rudeness, you deserve more love from fans and I am really proud of you being so sensible, kind and generous at your age while bearing so much pressure. plz believe it is not true that you are hated, not welcome, plz hold on and never give up, and we are expecting your best performance on stage and you are unique Henry to all.
PS: I am not Qinxian but an elder sister to speak out some truth, hope this long message will be a little bit useful to kick off some of your unhappiness and comfort your broken heart. Henry, just move forward firmly towards your goal, there are always a lot of barriers on the way to success, you should thank those little girls who embarrassed you as they “teach” you how to be strong and also thank your supporters as they give you encouragement and love. I do wish you a bright future and being a shining star from the bottom of my heart. Hope you feel much better as you shared a little about how you feel in the inside, so just move on now as tomorrow is another day!
Believe yourself and believe your Qinxian!
Best,