In fact, one's life is a process of making and correcting mistakes! Now that the big mistake has been made, I think to solve this problem thoroughly is to hope that you can show yourself, actively participate in the anti black cause, completely confess your story with the black people, and educate more people to avoid this situation. I think that you will be respected in this way. Is it really good to be scolded all day long? I hope you can stand up bravely and think twice!