可能生活大抵就是忙了一天，顶着外面的喧闹去追寻所谓只存在于幻想中的精神世界罢

也许我真的需要休息……

从一开始的热情到后来发现无法改变的无奈，于是乎继续沉沦下去吧！

那么，如何复燃

幻想总是使我远离一切，可是没有幻想，却又丧失了全部希望……
我热爱生活，不是吗

我感觉越来越累了，可你为什么还在向我发光？

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有些期待可能遥远，有些回忆可能空虚。我总是幻想着抚慰自己，让今天和明天一个样。

可能我得去补全过去的什么了，尽管我知道那些补足都是表面工作，骗自己的

Sailing Song
Ahhhhhh
I wanna say some And Write it down
Like put me into the whirlpool
Watch the sea swallows flying to my hometown
Saltwater come out from my eyes
In the night don't need to feel so scared
the stars will be staying by your side
“Sailing to the unknown” I hear she say
the clouds are blowing away
Maybe I will feel lost Or I will feel tired
In this long life
I will feel lost and feel alone
I hope I can sing this sailing song
Maybe the waves will take me home
Or it will leave me to the sea
No matter the water flows
I Just can sing for this Photograph
Please Tell the old Paul
I can't use my plow anymore
For I will sail to unknown
Send a simple letter to my home
Don't need to worry about me
I will sail to future with some failure
Maybe with some pleasure
No need to smile and no need to cry
Now here is twilight
No need to smile and no need to cry
Now here is twilight
Ahhhhhh

wonder wheel (that come from fairy tale)
Ohh
How the ecstasy it gives
Like escape from the reality
And have with a hug with Fantasy
Getting high
lifting to universe and gonna higher
We say nothing but We can touth the truth
Like a romantic Childhood would
Wonder wheel
the miracle of the Dreamville
Hug the sky
Even We cannot fly
She says
She is bored and tired
The dream is too far to catch
There's nothing to get
Oh Darling
Rolling with it And forget these mess
Like a child with the toy
Let's fly with the wonder wheel
Oh wonder wheel
Like a Flying whale
How fantastic it is
Like the gate of wonderland
Wonder wheel
the miracle of the Dreamville
Hug the sky
Even We cannot fly
……

She's in the sky
I wanna sing a song
She told me write it down
And going this way along
the bird can't sing
The flower can't bloom
The sorrow you know now it seems
Everything is fine
But She wanna cry
Cause her dream has gone to the sky.
Now she stopped weeping
But I wanna cry
Cause she is in the sky
I look up to the sky
And wanna find out why
Maybe she is twinkling in the night
And I ask the cloud
She just gives me a smile
Like the September's summertime
Nothing slides away
But She wanna cry
Cause her love has gone to the sky.
Now I saw her smile
But I still wanna cry
Cause she is in the sky
I can remember her voice
And the words she said
Like she is by my side
The the breeze gently blows
Just like someone say
She's a star in the sky
Nothing's gonna die
But She still wanna cry
Cause her dream has gone to the sky.
Now I saw her smile
But I just wanna cry
Cause she is in the sky
ahh

我离梦想越来越远，我站在台前凝视天空，我早已偏离了最初的方向。
我想四处寻找那是代表我的愿望，我相信着，也为它书写。

我的瞎想:
当舆论场里只有一种论调时，哪怕这个论调再完美，再正确，都是可怖的
由舆论极化与党同伐异化，外加戾气加重有感而发