The special feeling comes again, not the first time. Perhaps 123 meet Destroyers again?
Then you know something is all the same ------ wherever you are.
And you are, in fact, no better than the silly boy at that bad time.
You re just wondering why and how, you dont know whats the problem and what is wrong.
You ve already known the fact that nothing else but a hole is right in your heart .
You dont know why, why it is just you , that have to experience this. Why it is just you.
You have no courage to do anything else. only wanna to cry loudly and hysterily.
You just wonder, where is the solution? Why only you ,just yourself, knows nothing about this game ---just as a fool.
You are sure there is a bug has left to SOMEONE. And maybe there is anybody else, but absolutely thats not you.
You would thought This terrible fuccing geme is totally unfair--though no one, except you, has been wrong.
You are imagining that If the game has left a bug for you EITHER. But where is it?
You shouted to the sky in the dark like a beast ,loudly and hysterily. The god just keeps scilent.
You shoud know, that is not your fault. But you have made another mistake.
Maybe this is not the game you shoud play---at least now.
Maybe the Netbar is not the right place for you to stay---at least now.
Maybe its just impossible to find the bug in this way---at least now
------Cause the bug, which belongs to you, is not a bug, but something else
So its time --- though you still wanner be of any help. Because it is not the time
You shoud know the link between right and evil is just like a circle,its not difficult to make two ends meet.