Things around me lately have become somewhat overwhelming.
It is just a bit too much for me.
I never anticipated this from happening.
Ever since I came home, all I have been doing is to take care of all attention from mutiple directions.
Even if I always know that most of it are with good intention.
Still, it has weighted me down from inside.
I owe a lot people by not being there for them when they needed.
I have tried my atmost best to make up for them since I arrived.
Now I am just exhausted and emotionally numbed.
Maybe it is because I could not fully understand the volume of need in relationship retention between human beings.
Maybe I am just cold-blooded. Like once I was labeled for.
I am sorry I haven't done it well.
I am sorry I am soon leaving again.
I love you all and I will miss you.