Since Barbara could find no evidence of other women, though she accused him of sleeping with everyone, she enjoyed rubbing his “affair” with Couser down his throat.
Convinced he was losing his manhood, Taylor went to a psychologist. The doctor had known Bob for many years on a social basis, and was well acquainted with Ruth and Barbara.
“Taylor was extremely upset. He told me everything. It wasn’t a professional call really, but there was no doubt in my mind he needed help. I asked him directly whether he had had any urge to be with a man.”
“Christ, that makes me sick! Never! Never!I go for women period! Homos have pestered me for years . . . God damn queers!”
“Have you been attracted to any women lately?”
“I can look at a sexy girl walking down the street and get a God damn hot sensation in my insides!”
Taylor went on to explain that he “thought the world of Barbara” and would be the first one to admit he needed her, but perhaps not as much since he had been in the Navy. They annoyed each other and he didn’t appreciate being told what to do anymore. “Maybe I grew up in the Navy, how do I know? We are both trying like hell right now, and Barbara does things for me she never would have done five years ago, but I see so many things I didn’t see before. I don’t want to lose her as a friend and for that matter, as a wife, but things are sure not working out. It’s my fault . . .”
The discussion continued, but the important factor was Taylor’s fear he was a homosexual. The doctor assured Bob he was not, but that only he and he alone would have to find that out for himself.
Convinced he was losing his manhood, Taylor went to a psychologist. The doctor had known Bob for many years on a social basis, and was well acquainted with Ruth and Barbara.
“Taylor was extremely upset. He told me everything. It wasn’t a professional call really, but there was no doubt in my mind he needed help. I asked him directly whether he had had any urge to be with a man.”
“Christ, that makes me sick! Never! Never!I go for women period! Homos have pestered me for years . . . God damn queers!”
“Have you been attracted to any women lately?”
“I can look at a sexy girl walking down the street and get a God damn hot sensation in my insides!”
Taylor went on to explain that he “thought the world of Barbara” and would be the first one to admit he needed her, but perhaps not as much since he had been in the Navy. They annoyed each other and he didn’t appreciate being told what to do anymore. “Maybe I grew up in the Navy, how do I know? We are both trying like hell right now, and Barbara does things for me she never would have done five years ago, but I see so many things I didn’t see before. I don’t want to lose her as a friend and for that matter, as a wife, but things are sure not working out. It’s my fault . . .”
The discussion continued, but the important factor was Taylor’s fear he was a homosexual. The doctor assured Bob he was not, but that only he and he alone would have to find that out for himself.

