I can't remember what time I was began interesting in the male . When I was about 5 or 6 , I even asked my Dad :" Why don't you take off all of your clothes , then I can hug you closer ." Now when I remember this thing ,I mast feel it is very sick . Not that I become nomal , but that my Dad is so ugly.
When I went to primary school , I often saw a lot of handsome boys who were a little older than I on my way to school . They colored their hair gold , wore
fashionable clothes and smoked .At the time I considered them so cool ,so handsome , so fascinating
.I loved them very much ,I wanted to kiss them at once
.But I was a boy ,I was not a girl . It wasn't possible to have a love affair with them . I only could breathe the gas they left when I brushed past them , and it was the happiest thing at the time