回复：四天三夜，Bristol的一切。

就格外的喜欢这个图。
我有一个很奇怪的习惯就是看到别人说的某一句话，
觉得很有道理或者很符合自己的心境，
就会不自主地记住。
初恋的那个男生两年前发了一条说说，我过得不好，但我强忍着笑。
前几个星期闺蜜发了一条朋友圈，说我过得不好不坏，可是每天都有很多无奈。
真的是每个人都有自己的一堆烂摊子。生活就是不停地在摆我们一道。
“Okay so this is going to make you big headed but, well, if it's not now,
it'll probably be never so I'll just say it.
I've never fought for something and struggled about it for so long in my life.
I mean, you can't just tell people, oh, I missed the chilling
and then got a foking lovebite by someone else on your neck...
Even tho it's not on the same day.
I never really knew what you wanted, since last year till now.
You said you didn't want a relationship but then, you did things that made me want one.
I wasn't looking for a relationship at all back then.
You were wrong about it. It was just you. It has always been you, even though after the whole summer...
Maybe it's because you never really made it clear enough or I was just too stubborn.
And now I'm just soooo confused.
Nothing's been going on about us. But you're still everything that I wanted.
Idk what I'm expecting or what I'm doing... You can ignore me if I've been wrong about us...
But I can't just leave it without trying anymore....“
不知不觉就是喜欢了James，不知不觉已经7个月了。
自己都难以想象，这次居然能够把话说得这么清楚。
我想我一辈子都会记得自己说过这么一段话。
最近一直都不知道自己在乱搞什么。
与其说是迷茫，不如说是自己太知道自己想要的是什么，也再清楚不过我想要的不想要我。
Jay坐在一边跟我说，
"i don‘t know what you are doing, i don't think you know what you are doing.
if you wanna play with your life, it's fine, it's your choice. but make sure you enjoy it.
cause you're not going to live forever. you do know that right?"
就是心里有多少不值钱的自尊心，其实我真的无所谓什么自尊心，
只是因为心里还抱着一丝丝希望才会把自己逼得非作不可。
庆幸的是来了这么久，学会最牛逼得一件事就是有话直说。
当你什么都豁出去了的时候，哪怕得到的结果是最坏的，你也会抱着最无奈的心态接受。
至少不会再不停地试探自己的底线了。
所有的问题都是自己的，身边有多少人做得到，我们也没有什么做不到。
lovers, into friends. move on, to strangers.
let go, no more us. move on, i'm trying.

@拉菲草的心愿 可以吗

you know i've tried my best to let go.
but still, all those times spent with you just won't go.
i've tried so hard to experience so much because i wanted to feel something.
but in the end i just can't feel anything.
i am good. i am confident.
but nothing hurts more than knowing that i'm good enough,
and yet you don't care about whether i'm good or not.
so many times i wanted to cry in front of you and ask you why didn't you want me back.
for so long, i've been trying to act cool in front of you, holding my last hope.
but this time i know, it's just not there.
sometimes i feel like i won't get over it for the following 3 years at least.
but i'll be okay.
with, or without you.

这么多季skins看过来，还是觉得effy的身材最好，看到effy与cook那张莫名有了嫉妒感。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

支持楼主~~在外加油

就是当我自己没有多好的时候,
我也不会再期望最好的了.
容易满足的人更幸福.
and beside, live fast, die young.
life's too short to be afraid of anything.

想去布里斯托尔大学做交流生，也是纯粹因为skins啊而且布里斯托尔大学也很赞的说!

布大在全英排名好强的说 楼主还是学霸啊

我有过这样一个朋友。Via。
她和我是真的很像。
破碎的家庭，破碎的感情，破碎的一个姑娘。
我特别心疼她。
她一哭我就心疼得想去把让她哭得那个人一把火点了。
她也特别聪明，每次难受就会来跟我诉苦，一副快哭出来的样子楚楚可怜。
出国的第一个月我跟谈了三年的男朋友分手，其实是已经做好的决定，可以不那么委屈的。
可那一秒我那么想找个人抱一下我，然后拍拍我头，我不需要任何言语安慰。
下了课我脸上挂着泪站在她桌边，我颤抖着声音说你能不能出来一下。。。
她头也没抬，跟旁边的人说你告诉她我忙着呢。
我当时愣了一下，旁边的人都看不下去了让她出来，我默默地走开了。
从那以后我再也没有跟她说过话。
人生就是这样的，有的人一直默默无语不代表他什么都可以，
你永远都不要觉得你拥有的，是理所应当的。
相反请你感激并珍惜你遇到的一切，好与不好，
this is what makes you who you are now.
and you are still alive now.

its just little things, sometimes it means nothing to you but it means a hell lot more than the whole world to someone else. so do it. be kind.

我觉得BRISTOL对英国相比英国其他城市来说不美。。作为去过英国很多城市的人来说。。

靠，sb Jay Parmar. 有史以来最crap的一次告别。尼玛。真心不爽。我需要冷静一下。靠。