When I was on stage and I was thinking of..I felt like I know him, though I know his heart and I know he wouldn*t do to hurt me.But I didn*t realize that I am feeling so confident, feeling so great about myself，and then I just be completely shattered by one thing, by something so stupid. But then him make me feel crazy, make me feel like its my fault. I was in pain.
当我站在舞台上的时候，我在想……我觉得我懂他，我了解他的心我也知道他不会那般的伤害我。但是我没有意识到……我对自己是如此的自信，觉得自己是那么强大，却被这样一件事击溃了，一件傻到不能再傻的事情。但是之后他却让我疯狂苦闷，让我觉得一切都是我的错。我很受伤。
What the heart wants [x3]
心之所向
You got me sippin’ on something
你让我滑落那感觉
I can’t compare to nothing
我想不出如何比喻
I bet for known I’m hoping
我打赌我在祈求
That after this fever I’ll survive
这阵头热过后我会存活
I know I’m acting a bit crazy
我知道我显得有点疯狂
Strung out, a little bit hazy
毒瘾般，有点模糊
Hand over heart, I’m praying
双手放在胸前我祈祷着
That I’m gonna make it out alive
我会平安无事的渡过这一切
The bed’s getting cold and you’re not here
床的温度渐渐抽离你却不在这里
The future that we hold is so unclear
我们手握的未来又是如此的遥不可及
But I’m not alive until you call
但直到你打来前我不准备清醒
And I’ll bet the odds against it all
我敢赌这几率如此渺小
Save your advice ’cause I won’t hear
把你的劝告收起来 因为我不会听的
You might be right but I don’t care
你也许对 但我不在乎
There’s a million reasons why I should give you up
我放弃你有千万个理由
But the heart wants what it wants
The heart wants what it wants
但心之所向我却无力抵抗
You got me scattered in pieces
你把我扯得粉碎
Shining like stars and screaming
像星辰一样闪亮并狂吼着
Lighting me up like Venus
把我像维纳斯般点亮
But then you disappear and make me wait
但之后却消失不见让我徒等
And every second’s like torture
每秒钟都像对我百般折磨
Hell over trip, no more so
地狱里行走，也不过如此
Finding a way to let go
拼命找一条出路
Baby baby no I can’t escape
亲爱的我却无法逃脱
The bed’s getting cold and you’re not here
床的温度渐渐抽离你却不在这里
The future that we hold is so unclear
我们手握的未来又是如此的遥不可及
But I’m not alive until you call
但直到你打来前我不准备清醒
And I’ll bet the odds against it all
我敢赌这几率如此渺小
Save your advice ’cause I won’t hear
把你的劝告收起来 因为我不会听的
You might be right but I don’t care
你也许对 但我不在乎
There’s a million reasons why I should give you up
我放弃你有千万个理由
But the heart wants what it wants
The heart wants what it wants
但心之所向我却无力抵抗
The heart wants what it wants [x3]
This is a modern fairytale
这是现代的童话
No happy endings
没有幸福的结局
No winning ourselves
没有哪个人得胜
But I can’t imagine a life without
但我无法想象生命没有了这一切的话
Breathless moments
（会不会）让我窒息
Breaking me down down down down
（会不会）把我打倒
The bed’s getting cold and you’re not here
床的温度渐渐抽离你却不在这里
The future that we hold is so unclear
我们手握的未来又是如此的遥不可及
But I’m not alive until you call
但直到你打来前我不准备清醒
And I’ll bet the odds against it all
我敢赌这几率如此渺小
Save your advice ’cause I won’t hear
把你的劝告收起来 因为我不会听的
You might be right but I don’t care
你也许对 但我不在乎
There’s a million reasons why I should give you up
我放弃你有千万个理由
But the heart wants what it wants
The heart wants what it wants
但心之所向我却无力抵抗
The heart wants what it wants baby
That’s what it wants baby
That’s what it wants [x2]
亲爱的，（你）就是心之所向
PS. 爱过的都是勇敢的，即便爱里有太多的伤痛，也阻止不了我们飞蛾扑火。
jaicelyn
07 11 2014
