I would rather die than being human,and I didn't say you were supposed to be OK with that,I just say I'm not sorry.But you know what I really am?Selfish.Becasue I have made bad choice that hurt you.Yes,I would rather die than be human.I rather die right now than spend a handful of yeaes with you,or only to lose you when I'm too old and sick and miserable,and you are still you.I rather die right now than spend my last,final years remembering how good I had it and how happy I was,because that's who I am Elena and I'm not going to change.And there's no apopogy in the world that encompasses all the reasons that I'm wrong for you. Damon Salvatore Season4 E23 Graduation