The Ideals that lighted my way

话说 我看不懂耶

But we are just too young, too naive to understand the bitterness and hardness of the real life.
Most of the time, we are easily motivated by some special events or people that have left a distinct impression on us. Then we would usually tell ourselves that we have to work hard, we have to spare no efforts. However, how could that enthusiasm last? No more than 2weeks, I guess.
I held on pretty much longer, actually.
Since I told myself that I would be one of the "college members", I have worked hard during my whole elementary school. So did I in my first junior year. But everything changed when I went to the second year.
My family,somehow, was broke.

After the sudden hit, I began to degrade myself.It was at that time that I learnt to smoke and drink.

The words my math teacher，who was also the head teacher in my class told me ，was engraved in my heart. I will never forget.

"I graduate from university two years ago. You and your classmates are the first in my teaching career.I have been your head teacher nearly two years！I know there is a reason that made you do those things even though you didn't tell me. I know you，WL，I know you are still the cute boy inside you. I am also clear that I can not help you out whatever I say or do. But,"she weeped

"I have to tell you, among all of you， you were,and still are,my favorite. You've been gifted with the genius, don't waste it. Whatever happens,never give up on yourself."
Nevertheless,Ididn't tell her there is something that is destined to have a sad ending.

Anyway, junior school has been the past.

Now, it's time for my senior high story.

As I have mentioned before, I failed in the entrance exam to the senior high school. And, as a result, I was admitted to a third-class school, which gave me a lot of courage and warmth.

Wow， it is nearly one month since my last piece of writing. Time flies like an arrow，doesn't it？

However depressing it was when I did a bad job in the entrance exam to senior high， I had to rise myself once again for the next journey. With complex feelings inside， I started my three-year learning in No.2 Senior High Schiol，in which I met the best friends of my life.

What time is the bloom of your youth，boys and girls？ My answer is high school time. It was in high school time that we were made a maure man out of childish boy. It was in high school time that we began to know what is really of importance and value to us. And it was in high school time that we rarely had big issues to worry abiut.