It's another one of those days, where things just don't feel right. So let me talk about what happened during the past few days. On feb 14 during advisory, this girl brought in flowers and chocolates her boy friend bought her. Everybody was so envy of her, because her present was probably the best out of the whole advisory. What Ifound interesting is that the girl said "I will make him mad on purpose and say I lost all the presents, and then during 7th period, I will come to class and sing forhim". How romantic right? I guess to you, it may be nothing.. It was report card day, so we got out at 12. I went straight home and started playing games, because life was so boring. It's like black and white, totally lacking any color. Ewww.. Sucks..
Feb 15 was also half day. Came home tired, but went straight to playing games. Played till night time, and I got sick of it. So repetitive it gets boring pretty soon.I went on qq, and you're not there, almost no one was there. Felt pretty disappointed. You kind of busy lately? Trying to do homework, or maybe some other stuff, i dont know. Hope you're doing fine.
Just read a book called "Catcher in the rye", and this teenage boy, always like to call people fake. After reading through half the book, I start to feel phony myself as well. Reminds me of all the horrible stuff that I've done in the past, and what terrible stuff I might do in the future. So unpredictable, yet it is something we must go through. I wish I could be more optimistic, like saying the glass is half filled with water, but now it seems half empty. So tired, I'm going to sleep now. Good night Ms.Ren

今天是倒数第四天，晚上好！
假期过的好快，作业还剩一些，希望今天睡觉之前可以解决完一大部分，最好全部都做完。
人长胖了大概两斤左右，好讨厌。新校服里面有裙子，到时候就可以看到小粗腿了。。欧漏
开学要考试哦，要加油了。先做作业再复习，任重道远。BEST WISHES!

晚上好，一切还好

美国改时间了 星期天改的 现在时差只有12个小时咯，but we lost an hour of sleep because the time was set forward one hour(cry). Weather is getting warmer, it feels more like spring time now and I feel extremely happy over the past for weeks for some strange reasons.

很久没有上ID了。。。事态变迁，ALL IS WELL

7/2/13 Ok, so I have a very bad habit of just leaving things for a very long time, and then coming back couple months later. I admit, it's my bad for not keep updating (besides you, I don't even think anyone even comes here). My friend told me about this job yesterday, about carrying stuff around and earning about 10 dollar per hour (sounded like an awesome deal, since minimum wage is only 7.25 per hour). So we went to Chinatown so the people from the factory can pick us up. Little did I know, that van only had 2 seats(never expected to be that bad lol...) The back of the vanwas full of random stuff, and everyone had to squeeze inside(we had 11). Some people sat on the floor of the van, and some people made seats out of the items (bags, boxes) and it was humid inside as well. There were also new people that came to work, so we have to wait inside that humid car for almost half an hour for another van to come and take the new workers.
When my friend and I finally reached the factory, a chinese dude took us to get a card, where we would put how many hours we worked. After that, he arranged us with some other workers who would show us the way around and teach us what to do. It was basically carrying boxes from the truck, deliver it to some place, arrange it and shelf it. The work wasn't hard, but it was hell of a time consuming job. There's an item number on each boxes, and we have to match the exact ones together. What made it even worse was that the boxes were all over the place, so we have to walk around and look at all the boxes before we can find the right one. Oh, and the boss spoke cantonese, and most of the people there were canto as well, except for my friend and I, so it was pretty awkward.
Lunch time came, and I was so happy cause the boxes are just so darn dirty. My whole hand was dark. The restroom stinks, and the sink had dirt all around it.The condition was atrocious. but I still had a good lunch though. The boss bought us lunch, and we have to choose between 炒河粉 or 盒饭. I didn't really care, so i picked the first one. There was no soup, so I drank pepsi instead.After lunch, a different chinese dude came and told us to work. I had to carry boxes on a cart, and put it in a different place in the factory. Wasn't hard. Then a truck came, andwe have to put all the lights and stuff into storage. Everything went alright. Then, just before we all 下班, a chinese dude with short hait came over to me and told me "诶 这是你今天的工钱 明天不要再来了“ and I 傻傻的 said "谢谢” without even asking why he fired me. That was pretty dumb. Then he went over to my friend and said the same thing to him. I didn't know why he decided to do that, and my mind was just like "wtf?". The good part is, atleast he gave us our money. Worth itI guess lol. It was raining when we 下班，so that kind of made our 心情 worse, and we just sat silent as the driver got us back to chinatown. When I got home, i wiped my nose, and found out that it has a lot of dirt inside. I tried to sneeze and guess what? Even more dirty stuff came out of my nose. That just shows you howbad the environment was. Yea, that's my rage for the day. It's a long wall of text and I apologize( you probably would prefer reading other stuff rather than this), but I just feel I must write today's story down. First time looking for a job,making money, and getting fired on the first day. COOL.

7/3/13 9:11 AM
Woke up, felt pain. My neck, beck, shoulder, arm, legs.. Feels terrible. Probably from the work yesterday. Guess I need to exercise more and gain some muscles.

9:48 pm 7/4/13
Today is Independence Day, and I went over to my grandparents' apartment. We waitedfor the bus for nearly an hour, until I noticed a sign that said the bus is taking a detour(so sad, wasted so much time). Then I went to some festival and there were bunch of foods bbq, popcorn, drinks, but I was not able to enjoy it because it was so damn hot. I was sweating like hell. My brother started to whine and just complained the whole time (so annoying). Yea, that was my day. Wish your day was better

7/6/13 2:18 AM
Played LOL with my friend till now. Didn't even notice that I have acquired this bad habit of staying up so late. I'm not even sleepy, and I got no one else to talk to :(((. Heard you are on a trip. Hope you have a nice time with your family or whoever you are with. Never been to that place, so perhaps you can take some pictures, and let me sitesee from thousands of miles away. Oh, and I've been thinking about what you posted. Without phone or internet, we would probably never hear from each other anymore.. or even met in the first place. Then all these crazy ideas pop to mind and made me think really hard about some stuff. Well, hope to "see" you again soon

写了这么多。。都没有看到啊> <

RANDOM POST WARNING

From 2001 to 2013, it has been 12 years of living in a foreign country. Just want to tell a little about my experience here. The goods, the bads, and the randoms.
October of 2001, my mom and I came to this stupid country. My dad was already here for some years, and he applied for us to come. Came to New York airport, and my dadtook us home. My first night in this country wasn't good. I had a nightmare about being lost in the airport, and I was crying on the top of my lung. Luckily, my parents didn't hear it. Don't know why i still remember this, so random lol.
My first day of school wasn't exactly good either. My parents found a neighborhood elementary school for me to attend. I don't remember much, but from what my parentstold me, I cried because people from the class room were all different races, and Igot scared of the environment. Don't know why my dad still remembers this. This is so embarrassing and random too. I remembered that in kindergarten, there was this chinese girl that would always bully me for no reason. Pinching me, taking away my toys and such. Not fun at all.I would tell the teacher, but the girl is just so stubborn.
1st grade, my experience was way better. I grasped the basics of english, and couldtalk casually with some of my classmates. Unfortunately, the girl that bullied me last year was also in the same class as me. The teacher would make us play a math game, where we would all sit on the floors, and have teams. She was in my team, and when I was up to answer the question, she would always pinch me in the back (who the hell would do that anyways?). Well, I manned up and didn't tell the teacher, since it wasn't as bad as last year. One memorable moment was when my dad came to school, and gave the teacher a chinese calendar and a teddy bear for new years present. Didn't know why he did that, but the teacher was quite pleased, and let me played on the computer for 2 hours while the other kids were working. Weird right?
Gosh, Im so tired needa sleep.

I have finish reading it!Sorry for the delay.

I am so happy to read all yout stuff.Just like I am in the USA as well.
Living in a forein country is sometimes a hard thing,but I think u live there pretty good now,right?
I have never tried to find a job and work for somebody.If time permits I will try in the future.I cannot give some useful advise but I think you'd better keep going and find another work if you need.It is a kind of exprience many people need.Most of us cannot success at first,just keep trying and gain a better ability.I believe you can have a good job a last.Enjoy every job from now.
I will give you some of photos in the next days(cause my mom does not allow me to use pc anymore today).i just took some one-day trip with some friends.HOPE you like them.
IF YOU FEEL LONELY,YOU CAN CONTACT ME ON QQ.I WILL LEAVE SOME MESSAGE AFTER RECEIVING YOUR MESSAGE.
BE HAPPY.

Hey, I just want to say thanks for taking the time to read these. It makes me feel better that someone actually cares about the stuff that is happening. I appreciate it. Looking forward to see the pictures, because I have never been there before.
I will TRY to be happy, but for the past few days, life has just been dull. Nothing too much to make me happy about. Yea, and I don't really know what else to say. I'm not a person who is really good with speech, and it takes me a god awful long time to even write this. Just make sure you have a productive summer, and you were able to do what you wanted to do. Having goals to accomplish and places to visit are always a nice thing. Way better than just sitting at home and playing games(yep, im talking about my lazy self). Going to find a job again with my friends in the morning, and I hope I can find something.