我会随便乱说我只捡英语看么……Excellent writing, anyway, except for some little grammar mistakes. You've just showed the feeling we may never be able to express, and that's how it touched our heart. Remind me of the scene when Altria closed her eyes and the ending theme The Tomorrow Where You Are. Maybe all of us have ever had a feeling like this - The first time we see this scene with the music La Sola and the ED coming into our ears, we must have burst into tears, but after we watch it over and over again, we may draw a completely defferent conclusion compared with before - It shouldn't be a sorrow but a fortune. Just like the lyric writes, "Our encounter is not a coincident, It is an arrangement of fate." So that's enough, that's the dream belonging to Altria. What's more, according to Gilgamesh, the things that we can never gain are the most beautiful ones. Returning to the age where she belongs to and fall into forever sleep peacefully is the proper end for her. And that she has made her life worthwhile and fought for the honor as a true knight and king is what we should be proud of, just like Shiro, and that is what we should feel lucky about.