13年的短暂生命中，我，我。。。。。我没当过肥猪流

从小人家就特正直【正直是好听话，其实就是什么都不经过大脑思考，死听老师的话】让后就生活到现在，心中几乎没杂念。。。。

我朋友很多【所得上班里的同学都处得来吧】但没有人知道我的心

也许大家觉得我是一傻不垃圾的人吧，其实我是能看清楚他们的

我觉得我在看人方面有天赋，心理防备也重些，所以虽然一直想找个交心的朋友，但每每是我自己在最后放弃

而且我有轻度的精神分裂症，纠结于自己。有时责怪自己，有时夸奖自己，一直活在自己的世界里。一直做性格测试，想要努力认清自己，却从来没成功过，乐嘉的色彩心里学，我的答案是两队相反的颜色数值都相同，也就是测不出来这让我的自卑感有所增加

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中文版:二狗子可算找到你了.你啥时候回村阿？ 你妈又让我上网联系你，最近在工地上班怎么样了。 你家苞谷地被水给淹了，你去年给你妈汇的300元钱，家里都赔完了。 在工地现在一天能吃饱吗？家人挂念你的很，操心你的身体，不敢累坏身体了。 今年回来过年不，家里人都可想你，村里人都说你有出息了。到城里闯了。 旁边那户人家，羡慕你的很。村里电视机也坏了，刘婶等你修电视等了半年，天天盼你呢。 大家现在没电视看，除了下地，就是下地了。 你快点回来，提前回来说下，村长说给你个惊喜。 组织全村恭迎你回村呢。 现在村里的小孩子，天天玩泥巴，你实在不行来村帮帮忙。 给孩子上上课，把下一代也带出去发展发展，给村里改革下，这都是后话了。 不说了，我这是抢小朋友的机子。 给你留言的，天不早了，怕走回去都到夜里了。 在工地照顾好自己的身体，常回村看看
英文版：Two dogs can calculate son found you. What you back when o village? Your mother and let I surf the Internet contact you, how to work on the construction site recently. Your house is BaoGu water flooded, you give your mama of last year which 300 yuan, home, and lose all over. A day in the site now can eat satisfied? Family miss you very, worry about your body, can't tired out body. Don't come back for this year, the family can miss you, person in the village all say you have ambition. To the city ran. Next to the family, envy you your very. The village television was broken and neither the television you liu for half a year, I wish you every day? Everyone now didn't watch TV, in addition to the earth, the earth is....... You hurry back, back to say in advance, the village head said to surprise you. Welcome you back to the village, the village organization? Now the village children, every day to play with mud, you really can't come to the village to help. Give the child to the class, the next generation also take out development, reform the village, this every team member. Don't say, I this is rob children of machines. To give you a message, it's getting late, afraid to go to the night. In the site taking good care of your body, often look back to the village