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轴C真的要实装美帝船了么，冥王星人还没搞清楚啥情况啊

呜哇啊啊啊啊啊百度你打噎【啜泣】喵了个咪我现在看着我的关注贴吧就气不打一处来

至今没有从小升初没有小学同学同班的阴影里走出来

I broke the necklace.
not exactly. I just one day, realized that it's broken. all the pieces are there, but break into parts.
at first, I tried to fix it. use glue, use force, use everything I can think of to try and fix it.
but none of it works, the necklace is still in its pieces, lying on my table.
now I don't know what I can do with it.
about two years ago by now, she gave me the necklace as birthday present.
I sort of remember how things went, how she gave me the box that day, I opened it to check what's inside, then close it again.
aren't you gonna wear it? she asked, i think
let's go to the next class first, I'll say that was my response
I wore it that day, I wore it the day after, I wore it until the day it was broken.
for around two years, I wore the necklace she gave me, keep it close to my heart.
because she was important, everything she gave me was important.
now, i cannot say the same anymore.
no, there's no one second that i can forget what she meant to me, or how i still feel the breaking heart right now. no, i'm not saying she's not important anymore.
more so, i cannot seem to keep those memories anymore.
she's so important that the only way i can think of to forget her is to let everything about her rot in my memory, my room, my life.
i stop talking about her, stop keeping the small scraps i got from those days, barely think of her.
i keep her aside, so everything about her becomes a big blurr, so I have nothing to remember of.
like the broken necklace, i don't know what to do with my broken heart.
everything inside me and everyone around me tells me that i should move on, and i want to, everyday everything hour every second, i always want to move on.
but the hole in my heart and the broken necklace tells me, that i'm not at all ready.
afterall, i haven't throw it away yet.
i haven't throw away all the memories about her, i haven't completely given up on fixing that necklace.
maybe, i'm still waiting for the day, when i see her again.
by then, i would know, that she knows every piece of my secret, because i told her after our last encounter
we could talk through it, we could pretend nothing ever happened, we can start again.
only then, i can actually stuff the hole in my heart with an adequate ending
i hope once i get to actually fix my heart and that neclace, it won't break again
i don't want to break again

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正在打冬活的什么猫了再登陆时还要求改密码，然而我不会啊，我登陆都用的登陆器啊（一脸怂逼（woc感觉要死鱼（我还要捞天城啊orz

這樓竟然要掉出第一頁...無法接受!!!
結果在思考該水什麼的時候徒手輾死了一隻迷你飛蟲...嗯就水這個吧。嗯。
小時候也有牽著在家中院子找到的攀木蜥蜴散步，試著按我爸的方法放金龜子之類的事情。
那時候的我到底在想什麼呢...

唔，今天愚人节，嗯今天还没过，那么我就说我要写kap好了x
嘛真心……kap卡着呢啊，还有，动物园下一个是谁来着……啊啊啊啊啊我差不多是只咸至了。

醉了…

我现在
心情很爆炸。十分的不舒服。

Too dazed to reply, Kumiko could only stare after her as Reinagave a little wave and turned to walk in the other direction. Not daring toblink -- afraid that any movement would break the sudden spell she found herselfentangled in -- Kumiko could feel the air pulling across from the passing carslike the tide lapping at her ankles.
1.這麼多字只有兩句話
2."--"這種符號的存在
3. 譬喻、尤其是暗喻法
4. 氣氛太好翻不出來
看來我只能自盡了(抽刀

楼上比大在说什么。。。

用英文寫的東西基本上就是想講出來又想減少看得懂的人，看不懂就別試著去看懂了
然後就是有些思緒用英文去寫會比較簡單
hate the fact that I have period, does that make me a trans? never care about the image as a girl, does that make me a trans? still remember the days that I question myself why i have to be a girl and someday become weaker than the boys, does that make me a trans? sometimes i just imagine what it would be like if i was born a boy, and if i would want to become a boy. to be honest, this question has been around for as long as i remember, since pre-school years. i remember once i stripped myself till i'm topless and look into the mirror, imagine what it would be like to be born a male. even now, i cannot give an exact answer. would she love me if i was born a male? would we share the same memories as we have now? how would my life be different? what would i look like? i never really dislike being a girl, being a girl has its advantage and enjoyment, but the thoughts of becoming the opposite has never disappear, and i guess it never will.

哦摩西罗伊。

忘記是從什麼時候開始的...有時候會有心臟停跳的感覺。
無關當時在做的事情，忽然之間就會胸口一陣異樣，然後無法呼吸。過一下又會恢復，像是什麼事都沒發生一樣...某次過去後嘗試測心跳的時候感覺比一般的要快。
在想會不會是心律不整之類的問題，但是跟父母說卻又不知道什麼時候會發生感覺也挺含糊的。
總之說一下。