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My phone woke me up before my alarm clock could. The red lights of it flashed 5:23 AM, and I quickly answered before Baekhyun awoke, slipping into the bathroom for privacy. Only one person would call now.被抢先闹钟一步的手机震醒。指示灯红亮亮地闪着“5：23”。趁着白贤还在酣睡，麻利地接起，迅速太空步转移到浴室的私人空间。这个点儿来电，除了他还有谁。
“My phone committed suicide so I stole Seunghwan’s. Sorry if it looked like I left you hanging after that text last night.”“爪机意外自杀身亡！不过我偷了成焕的。我错了，昨儿晚上短信后我貌似把你晾了…”
I let out something that sounded close to slurred laughter, “It’s ok. Did your phone just not like all those pictures of you and Yixing snuggling?”我似笑非笑地含糊了两声，“没事儿。或者你的手机只是被你和张艺兴那些你侬我侬的照片闪瞎了？”
“Park Chanyeol if I didn’t know any better I’d say you took out a hit on my phone because you were jealous.”“朴灿烈，我想不出合理解释除了你嫉妒了把我手机揍了”
I rolled my eyes.“Are you trying to flirt while accusing me of killing your phone? Go back to your sappy pick-up lines.”我眼珠转了转，“借指控谋杀之机调戏我？弱爆了的搭讪，你自个儿玩去。”
“Mr. Park, do you have any Chinese in you? Would you like some?”“朴先生，你有中国成分吗？要来点吗？”（因为吴屌丝急于展现高级的搭讪…这话猥琐点的意思我就不翻译了我班门弄斧嘤嘤…或者是我想多了？？噗）
I let out another loud laugh until I remembered where I was.我又大笑起来，想到自己还在浴室才噤声。
“I watched you last night. Singing.”“昨晚我一直看着你，看着你唱歌。”
“…yeah?”“…啊？”
“You were really good.”“你很棒。”
A bit of silence and I wondered if I said the wrong thing.短暂的沉默，我疑惑有什么说错了。
“Thanks Chanyeol.”“灿烈，谢谢你”
I smiled in relief that I hadn’t hurt his feelings.我笑了，松了口气。看来没有伤他自尊。
“Ok I have to go soon. Go back to bed, sorry for waking you up so early.”“好啦我得撤了。对不住这么早吵你起来，你继续睡吧。”
“I miss you.”“我想你。”
I realized I should have said it sooner, but it was too early for me to be thinking properly.说出来才感觉迟了，不过之前我还没想好。
“I miss you too, Chanyeol. Now go to sleep. I’ll call you again.”“我也想你灿烈。现在快去睡觉，回头再打给你。”
He hung up before I could even reply.还没回答便响起了嘟声。
Kyungsoo found a surprise in the bathroom after that. Apparently, I fell asleep soon after the call ended and didn’t even make it to my bed. But I was in a good mood all throughout today.而后，我跟进浴室的璟秀来了场惊喜见面，打完电话我就跟那儿睡了连床都没去。不过我一整天状态奇好。
Because Kris and I never say goodbye to each other.因为挂电话前，我们没说再见。
来自：thekrisyeolnotebook
My phone woke me up before my alarm clock could. The red lights of it flashed 5:23 AM, and I quickly answered before Baekhyun awoke, slipping into the bathroom for privacy. Only one person would call now.被抢先闹钟一步的手机震醒。指示灯红亮亮地闪着“5：23”。趁着白贤还在酣睡，麻利地接起，迅速太空步转移到浴室的私人空间。这个点儿来电，除了他还有谁。
“My phone committed suicide so I stole Seunghwan’s. Sorry if it looked like I left you hanging after that text last night.”“爪机意外自杀身亡！不过我偷了成焕的。我错了，昨儿晚上短信后我貌似把你晾了…”
I let out something that sounded close to slurred laughter, “It’s ok. Did your phone just not like all those pictures of you and Yixing snuggling?”我似笑非笑地含糊了两声，“没事儿。或者你的手机只是被你和张艺兴那些你侬我侬的照片闪瞎了？”
“Park Chanyeol if I didn’t know any better I’d say you took out a hit on my phone because you were jealous.”“朴灿烈，我想不出合理解释除了你嫉妒了把我手机揍了”
I rolled my eyes.“Are you trying to flirt while accusing me of killing your phone? Go back to your sappy pick-up lines.”我眼珠转了转，“借指控谋杀之机调戏我？弱爆了的搭讪，你自个儿玩去。”
“Mr. Park, do you have any Chinese in you? Would you like some?”“朴先生，你有中国成分吗？要来点吗？”（因为吴屌丝急于展现高级的搭讪…这话猥琐点的意思我就不翻译了我班门弄斧嘤嘤…或者是我想多了？？噗）
I let out another loud laugh until I remembered where I was.我又大笑起来，想到自己还在浴室才噤声。
“I watched you last night. Singing.”“昨晚我一直看着你，看着你唱歌。”
“…yeah?”“…啊？”
“You were really good.”“你很棒。”
A bit of silence and I wondered if I said the wrong thing.短暂的沉默，我疑惑有什么说错了。
“Thanks Chanyeol.”“灿烈，谢谢你”
I smiled in relief that I hadn’t hurt his feelings.我笑了，松了口气。看来没有伤他自尊。
“Ok I have to go soon. Go back to bed, sorry for waking you up so early.”“好啦我得撤了。对不住这么早吵你起来，你继续睡吧。”
“I miss you.”“我想你。”
I realized I should have said it sooner, but it was too early for me to be thinking properly.说出来才感觉迟了，不过之前我还没想好。
“I miss you too, Chanyeol. Now go to sleep. I’ll call you again.”“我也想你灿烈。现在快去睡觉，回头再打给你。”
He hung up before I could even reply.还没回答便响起了嘟声。
Kyungsoo found a surprise in the bathroom after that. Apparently, I fell asleep soon after the call ended and didn’t even make it to my bed. But I was in a good mood all throughout today.而后，我跟进浴室的璟秀来了场惊喜见面，打完电话我就跟那儿睡了连床都没去。不过我一整天状态奇好。
Because Kris and I never say goodbye to each other.因为挂电话前，我们没说再见。
来自：thekrisyeolnotebook
cr：iloveusehun（左下有logo，非二改）
cr：wufandick
< 别站在你的角度看我，我怕你看不懂。>
我渴望触探身边每个人的内心。我想在每个内心里找自己的影子。
忍着疼痛揭开旧伤口，以我流血流泪的代价，想换荫蔽一时的温暖。
我的痛苦，我的执念，我的喜乐，打到一个个人身上，然后重重地弹回来，捎带着一句句“我当时也是”“我比你难受多了”“我倒是感觉很好玩”；充斥着叫嚣的自我。
虽早已料到，但仍茫茫然颓颓然地早被填得满当当的一颗颗心，寻不到关于自己的一丝一毫，连回声都反射后消散。带着一身戾气从每个人心中走出来，忽然连继续对话都丧失了气力。
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把因二改删掉的文字补回来~
无意中立场的逆转，真正的故事开启。
本是我画的“重要的人”之线外，但无论我是假装倔强还是纯粹的天真无邪，映在那人眼里，忽然变了个样子。我稍稍颦蹙的眉头，可能蓄着翻涌的情绪，更可能只是无物；而你却嗅着嗅着嗅到鼻酸心痛。
我笑，他高兴好几天；我哭，他难过好多年。
他混迹于人群之中，我藏匿于他心的角角落落。他不说，背负着心痛，我继续活着云淡风轻；他表白，掀起我世界翻江倒海。一个世界换他一个真心，仅此一次，逾期不候。
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103起~~~速度很坑爹Boom鞠个躬
过两天立马就得考试去了…没有周六周日没有中秋国庆的我…嘤嘤嘤
半夜刷题别有风味…刷剔去也
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每个看我贴喜欢美图喜欢我文字的亲故
真心的爱你，每个你。我们都是真心对着真心，所以互相感动。
再次米亚内…做题去也
=====================================================================持更，2bc
@Living0922 @张牙舞爪的花 @freecarbar8 @紫苏音笛
103起~~~速度很坑爹Boom鞠个躬
过两天立马就得考试去了…没有周六周日没有中秋国庆的我…嘤嘤嘤
半夜刷题别有风味…刷剔去也
大家双节快乐~！
每个看我贴喜欢美图喜欢我文字的亲故
真心的爱你，每个你。我们都是真心对着真心，所以互相感动。
再次米亚内…做题去也
=====================================================================持更，2bc
@钕姊无情便是王
@_SweetyYin_ @慕凉月 @wangbingchu @菟辣辣zAn≈
@HERE_IS_T_Y_
103起~~~速度很坑爹Boom鞠个躬
过两天立马就得考试去了…没有周六周日没有中秋国庆的我…嘤嘤嘤
半夜刷题别有风味…刷剔去也
大家双节快乐~！
每个看我贴喜欢美图喜欢我文字的亲故
真心的爱你，每个你。我们都是真心对着真心，所以互相感动。
再次米亚内…做题去也
=================================================================持更，2bc
@_SweetyYin_ @慕凉月 @wangbingchu @菟辣辣zAn≈
@HERE_IS_T_Y_
103起~~~速度很坑爹Boom鞠个躬
过两天立马就得考试去了…没有周六周日没有中秋国庆的我…嘤嘤嘤
半夜刷题别有风味…刷剔去也
大家双节快乐~！
每个看我贴喜欢美图喜欢我文字的亲故
真心的爱你，每个你。我们都是真心对着真心，所以互相感动。
再次米亚内…做题去也
=================================================================持更，2bc
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“如果没有她，我会选择你。”
闭嘴。我不要这种鬼话。
迷迷糊糊脑子成了混沌的浆，你的身影黏着于我错综的神经，搅来搅去仍旧化不掉。心里满当当盛着记忆，却因怯懦作了助力，轻易让我抛掉。可那怯懦的势头太猛，抛了执念，反弹回了怀念，见缝插针地侵入我忙碌的间隙，针针见血。
烧得神智不清。逃避不是良策，可面对又如何抉择。现实不是理想国，即使失了本心也能活得很好。
就算笑已不是当年的笑。我也倔强声明，我活得很好。
一觉醒来烧已然退了。越是脆弱，越抛掉做梦的权利。硬撑着蹒跚到客厅，一碗粥还腾腾冒着热气。用了保温桶裹好，只开了盖，香味浓浓溢出来。
经过我身边的你依然带着当年的香气。
“你醒了灿烈。”
“嗯。真是麻烦你了。我…”
“你有女朋友了。我知道。
“不过…
兄弟之间，这是应该的。”
[ 人一辈子会爱上两种人，一个是那白色，一个是红色。若你娶了那白的，它便成了胸口的饭粒子，而红的却是心口的朱砂痣。]
