hey:
my cat,my baby.I am wondering if I can named you as usual as I do.I came to you house only to find that you were sleeping as usual.i don't wanna lose you .but I have to.where will I go ?en.I don't know,either.maybe somewhere far away from you ,maybe around you .perhaps you know the reason,but there is a danger in loving somebody too much,and it's sad when you know it's your heart can't trust.isn't it right?
I don't wanna blame you.I know.I am anybody but a fool,I keep losing me place to exchange your smile but you take no notice of me .you always stands in front of the window alone .are you feel lonely?if so ,why don't you call me ?you .leaving all my cares behind.keep doing your own thing.what am I ?yes,i am your friend ,but do you know what you mean to me ,you ,to me ,not only a friend but also a lover.
I,I try to go on like never know you for many times,but the fact is I,I couldn't,I can't.I can't focus my attention on reading my books when you are in the classroom,i lose control when you enter into the dinner house.believe it or not ,i couldn't accept tha fact that i am * ***,but if i am not * ***,why i love you so much,my sky never blue since you come into my world,instead of happyiness,it's filled up with all tears!
I know you still care ,i know i still loving you ,if i don't love you why i could pick you up from the crowd.if i don't love you why when i close my eyes ,you* **ce apperas everywhere?
maybe i got you wrong,when it's somethingi have said or done,that's why i trun and run.hoho.how silly i am!how silly i was to trust that you would love me if i love you in my way as the time go by.hoho.i ought to have known i coldn't be so luckly.nature does not answer a call for love until the caller is tired of calling.,why the right boy to love hardly ever comes at the right for loving at the right time to the right person?who is right,you or me?hoho,tell me why i never heard you say that three words to me?you won't. i know .'cos you have a lover ,but it's not me .
i must stop my strange feeling before anything terrible happens,i know i deserved the punishment the god gave to me for the love to the wrong person,but god ,please be kind to me ,ok?ok??hoho.
thia is the last piece of message i leave to you .even if i lost sanity that i would be good whether with or without you .
pray for you always in my heart !
your ever friend:'cos!
my cat,my baby.I am wondering if I can named you as usual as I do.I came to you house only to find that you were sleeping as usual.i don't wanna lose you .but I have to.where will I go ?en.I don't know,either.maybe somewhere far away from you ,maybe around you .perhaps you know the reason,but there is a danger in loving somebody too much,and it's sad when you know it's your heart can't trust.isn't it right?
I don't wanna blame you.I know.I am anybody but a fool,I keep losing me place to exchange your smile but you take no notice of me .you always stands in front of the window alone .are you feel lonely?if so ,why don't you call me ?you .leaving all my cares behind.keep doing your own thing.what am I ?yes,i am your friend ,but do you know what you mean to me ,you ,to me ,not only a friend but also a lover.
I,I try to go on like never know you for many times,but the fact is I,I couldn't,I can't.I can't focus my attention on reading my books when you are in the classroom,i lose control when you enter into the dinner house.believe it or not ,i couldn't accept tha fact that i am * ***,but if i am not * ***,why i love you so much,my sky never blue since you come into my world,instead of happyiness,it's filled up with all tears!
I know you still care ,i know i still loving you ,if i don't love you why i could pick you up from the crowd.if i don't love you why when i close my eyes ,you* **ce apperas everywhere?
maybe i got you wrong,when it's somethingi have said or done,that's why i trun and run.hoho.how silly i am!how silly i was to trust that you would love me if i love you in my way as the time go by.hoho.i ought to have known i coldn't be so luckly.nature does not answer a call for love until the caller is tired of calling.,why the right boy to love hardly ever comes at the right for loving at the right time to the right person?who is right,you or me?hoho,tell me why i never heard you say that three words to me?you won't. i know .'cos you have a lover ,but it's not me .
i must stop my strange feeling before anything terrible happens,i know i deserved the punishment the god gave to me for the love to the wrong person,but god ,please be kind to me ,ok?ok??hoho.
thia is the last piece of message i leave to you .even if i lost sanity that i would be good whether with or without you .
pray for you always in my heart !
your ever friend:'cos!
