『20120527』【A.J☆2012.】Love to love you, JIN.

JIN:
Long time no see. Days without you is tedious and lengthy, though my daily routine goes on every second, yet every second is filled with missing you.
You have gone through so many up and down, you know how people think of you, you said"I have bad reputation in Japan" , but you should know that your crazy fans are also all over the globe.
Love to love you, JIN.
Sometimes my love is beyond the game of words, I may not love you like many other fans do, but I love to love you every day.

JIN, now you have a cool wife and an baby on the way, also, your little girl Japonicana is drawing more and more attention. And you spent ten years finally to achieve this far. Some fans said "You maybe not a good idol, but you definitely are a great husband and father, or say, as a person, as a individual". I know fans are always protecting you and praising you under any circumstances, but this time someone have to protect you with the word of "bad" first, then explain how good and how normal your choice is. Even so, you still cannot show up and step on the stage. We are hurting inside, but we are strong outside. We support you by no means. We love you so, treasure you so, care you so, on the hard journey of loving you, we forget dry our tears when they spontaneously came up to visit our tender face.

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JIN, loving you becomes a big lesson for me.
You got what you want, and we fans think it's a good way to go. But for whatever reason we cannot do it like you do. Even we store enough courage, love and power, I believe the majority of us will still hover and question ourselves and deny ourselves, finally, we give up. However, it's not anyone's fault, it's just how things work. It's a society that consist of such kind of "US". I'm speaking for people that may fight against my argument, so what!
Sod it!
I am illustrating a condition that is tough for each of us to realize our inner dreams. Someone got it work, like JIN, still, JIN pay a price for it, not to mention us. I keep wondering what is right and what is wrong. I may have let my parents down, but the least thing I want to do is let myself down. I will go through a tough journey like JIN does, I will let many people down, in the end, I can have the ability to embrace whatever ending I have.
JIN, wait for me, wait for us.
You fight, we fight.