The Internet speed in my school is slow,so I can't respond quickly... It's obvious that my mood is bad last night,it's hard to explain the reason in English. 我觉得再一次远离故土很难过。 如果说之前的日子都是靠着对从前的眷恋支撑着的话 现在已经没有支撑了。 生活如鸡肋,食之无味,弃之可惜。 可能就是因为某些人某些事,我太看重又无法得到吧。 终究自己的爱还是太肤浅了。