Then we chatted more than 3 hours in the morning (midnight your time).We were so happy, right? I like to see you being so happy with me, even though we had to avoid the reality in our future.

You don't want me to mention that. You said you knew it and you would think it over and figure it out yourself.

I get to like you more and more... I even desire to see you in the coming fall.

You declined my offer. You don't wanna obey what I arranged. Funny!

Okay. I resect your choice or decision.

I don't know my email is that much important to you and I'll write an email to you every weekday, except weekend, to make you happy.

You remember the word, "You jump. I jump!", Yeah? "You're happy. I'm happy!"

I asked you many quations but you likely dodged the fact or avoided giving me the answer directly. I understood, Raindrop, you cared too much. You care too much about what I will think of you, what your image in my eyes and heart. Am I a narcissim?

That's why you like to tell me everything in your emails but not directly over the phone. I understand.

Finally done with laundry and house work.

I had a temper today.

I'm gonna take a shower and then ... I don't know if I should call you...

Almost time to leave work for home. Not a busy day today but quite boring.

I know you are coming back soon. Look forward to it.

I’m having some chocolate ice-cream before I leave. You know I’m edacious to all delicious foods and snacks.