时间:2011年2月14日
Hi,Hideaki,the man that I loved for 11(eleven) years.
First,I'll tell you,I'm neither a young innocent girl nor a professional star fan,
and now I'm 31,elder than you for 3 years.And I have a baby boy.
When I tell you this,I want you to know
that I will love you another and another 31 years
until we leave the world,no matter what happens.
No matter even if you have dozens of girlfriend/lover/wife.
No matter if you don't have popularity and been forget by fans.
No matter if when you grow old and become ugly.
No matter if you won't meet me until the end.
But when you feel bad and need a warm heart,I will be there.
Wonder why I love you so much?
Because you are the purest strongest truest man for me.
No one can lie to you ,because you will know it at once,just like god.
No one can hurt you because you are so strong,though I know it was pretend.
You don't want to pretend I know,but the reality is cruel.
That's the problem everyone is facing.
Everyone have to live with a mask.
But you,I think I know the deepest of your heart.
As a actor you have to act others,you are so into the dramas,
but the one you always acted is yourself.
My family is the same as yours,
single parent,been bringed up by mother,and desire father's love,
have half blood younger sisters and hate them.
Maybe that's why I know you so much.
We don't need compassion,so we do everything by ourselves.
Dreamed give mother happiness and so on.
I'm a ordinary lady,
but I think I know you the best and can love you the longest time.
When I looking you eyes in drama,I saw the purest emotion of human being.
You are an angel that god brings to me.
I want see you and care you everyday.
If you have lover then I will bless you.
I will always look at you,
for the moment when you need careful and no one be with you,
then,no matter how old I am,I will run to you.
I saw you from the drama <condition of a succuba> and fall in love with you.
I feel You are so far away then,and dare not try to find you and tell you.
This is the first love letter in my life,
now I'm happy that I am on my mettle to show you my heart.
it's a perfect beginning.
Wish you a happy valentine's day!
ps: don't worry about j's strictness,you should learn how to take it out,be happy everyday!顽张ってね!
2011-2-14
Hi,Hideaki,the man that I loved for 11(eleven) years.
First,I'll tell you,I'm neither a young innocent girl nor a professional star fan,
and now I'm 31,elder than you for 3 years.And I have a baby boy.
When I tell you this,I want you to know
that I will love you another and another 31 years
until we leave the world,no matter what happens.
No matter even if you have dozens of girlfriend/lover/wife.
No matter if you don't have popularity and been forget by fans.
No matter if when you grow old and become ugly.
No matter if you won't meet me until the end.
But when you feel bad and need a warm heart,I will be there.
Wonder why I love you so much?
Because you are the purest strongest truest man for me.
No one can lie to you ,because you will know it at once,just like god.
No one can hurt you because you are so strong,though I know it was pretend.
You don't want to pretend I know,but the reality is cruel.
That's the problem everyone is facing.
Everyone have to live with a mask.
But you,I think I know the deepest of your heart.
As a actor you have to act others,you are so into the dramas,
but the one you always acted is yourself.
My family is the same as yours,
single parent,been bringed up by mother,and desire father's love,
have half blood younger sisters and hate them.
Maybe that's why I know you so much.
We don't need compassion,so we do everything by ourselves.
Dreamed give mother happiness and so on.
I'm a ordinary lady,
but I think I know you the best and can love you the longest time.
When I looking you eyes in drama,I saw the purest emotion of human being.
You are an angel that god brings to me.
I want see you and care you everyday.
If you have lover then I will bless you.
I will always look at you,
for the moment when you need careful and no one be with you,
then,no matter how old I am,I will run to you.
I saw you from the drama <condition of a succuba> and fall in love with you.
I feel You are so far away then,and dare not try to find you and tell you.
This is the first love letter in my life,
now I'm happy that I am on my mettle to show you my heart.
it's a perfect beginning.
Wish you a happy valentine's day!
ps: don't worry about j's strictness,you should learn how to take it out,be happy everyday!顽张ってね!
2011-2-14

